.Your love is a illusion.

2010-05-15T11:39:00.002+08:00

I am ruining my whole life.
Firstly, I screwed up my MYE.
Secondly, I got myself involved in something that might even lead to a police case and I am afraid to tell my parents about it.
Lastly, I don't even know if he loves me now. Maybe, it's best that we broke up?
I don't know, I love him.
Last night was one of the longest nights I have endured.
I couldn't sleep, all I could do was cry and wish that dawn could come soon.
Hoping and trying to believe, hugging the bear that you gave me....
I won't run away from this, instead I will walk away slowly.
And it kills me to know that you don't care enough to follow me.
I am feeling lost and confuse.
What do I do now?
I wish I was brave enough, to stop cowering.
To move on.
Starting, you said you don't know whether you love me anymore and then just this morning you said you love me like how you have love me since the very beginning and you don't want to break up. But when I asked you, you don't love me anymore, right?
You didn't reply and it took every last ounce of my energy just to call you to apologise.
Just hearing your voice, is enough to make me break down.
Please stop making me walk in circles.
It's easy for me to hide the pain that I feel and make others believe that I am strong enough to move on.
But no matter what, I can't deny the truth to myself that the person who has failed me and hurt me is still the person I'll always choose to love.
I don't want you, I need you.
Really.
It's funny since you said you'll never hurt me but end up you are the one who hurt me the most.
The saddest part in life is when you find the right person who means alot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be... And you just have to let it go.
Forget about perfect, I am trying not to be worthless.
I want to be useful to someone even if it means nothing to them.
Just because my eyes don't tear doesnt mean my heart doesn't cry. And just because I come off strong, it doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.
I love you.

2010-04-25T17:10:00.002+08:00

What happens when your 15th birthday turned out to be horrible?
When you're 15, things will never be the same again.
Yep.
I had one of the worst birthday ever, yesterday.
Happy 1 day Belated Birthday Alicia...
:(
She is dead.
I haven't even start revision for my MYE.
I hate this.

2010-02-25T21:24:00.003+08:00

Happy belated Birthday to my dear Vicky!!!!
:D
Hope you like the birthday present Ghee, Gz, Kay and I gave you!
:)
The ultra big Marie cat!
Just want to say I LOVE YOU!
<3

Happy one month belated anniversary to you my dear!
^^
Hope we have many months, years and decades ahead!
:)
I love you lots <3
Muacks my beloved.
24/01/10, when our love story started :)

2010-02-21T15:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJ AND SM!
You guys are 1 year older now!
15!
A step more to NC 16 shows eh?
:D
Hope you guys have an awesome day with lots of gifts!
:)
Sorry, I cant be there celebrating for you.
But how about a belated celebration JJ?
You dont mind right? Do you?Hahahahaha :P
Tanjobi Omedeto!
JJ, SM daisuki!
I love you guys!
<3
I made a new friend yesterday! :D
He's called Daryl and he's a year older than me.
Credits go to Biang and Ame!
I had a blast with them and Qy at Orchard shopping for birthday pressies for the 3 February month babies.
You know who you are :)
(Vick, JJ and SM)
Qy is very warm. Lol?! ^^
I had to rush off half way to my drum lesson.
And they followed too, surprisingly. xD
They came to my house for dinner (steamboat) along with Ghee.
But QY had to attend his own family dinner so he didn't make it.
Aw, that's just too bad.

Sobs D':
Tomorrow's gonna be a sucky day......
With 3 common tests, a pe lesson and let's not forget, INDIVIDUAL photo taking.
WOW!
Wonder how I am going to survive tomorrow without sweating and worrying myself out....
Oh god, save me! :(
~!@#$%^&* the stupid things!
I have to buzz off to memorize SS now.
Good luck to me.
:(

2010-02-15T18:38:00.002+08:00

Does anyone has this feeling that this year's CNY is a bit weird?
It's like everywhere I go, there isn't this CNY atmosphere compared to the previous years.
Had anyone felt that too?
Please raise your hands!!!
LOL :D
Is it because of the economy crisis that almost the whole world is facing?
I wonder but I will never find an answer I guess.
Oh well......
This is too deep for my understanding.
Anyway, I spend my whole day watching anime.
WOW!
And it's CNY.
Once in a lifetime.
Instead of visiting relatives and getting more ang baos, I was facing the computer screen the whole day.
Amazing!~
Going off to watch movie at CS with my family.
Will update about the movie later on.
Post later.
:D

2010-02-14T20:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
&
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!
Hope you get lots of ang baos and roses from your families and loved ones!
:D
I want some roses!~
*hint hint*
:P
I currently have $352 worth of ang bao money.
Wonder how much I will get this year.....
:/
I wish we could have the whole week off school instead of just 2 extra days
:(
Oh well, it's better than nothing I guess.
Off to gamble!
Ciao!
:D

2010-01-13T20:38:00.005+08:00

Whoo! I had fun yesterday with my 2/1 classmates!
:D
We went to watch The Vampire's Assistant aka Cirque Du Freak.
LOL :)
I think that the movie was quite nice even though there were some parts that were kinda confusing.
Overall, it was quite an enjoyable movie with lots of circus freaks!
Freaks rock! They are cool!~
xD
Here's how the story goes:
A boy unknowingly breaks a 200-year-old truce between two warring factions of vampires.
Pulled into a fantastic life of misunderstood sideshow freaks and grotesque creatures of the night, one teen will vanish from the safety of a boring existence and fulfill his destiny in a place drawn from nightmares.
14-year-old Darren was like most kids in his suburban neighborhood.
He hung out with his best friend, got decent grades and usually stayed out of trouble.
But when he and his buddy stumble upon a traveling freak show, things begin to change inside Darren.
That's the exact moment when a vampire named Larten Crepsley turns him into something, well, bloodthirsty.
:)))))

Those who went to the movie: Ame, SM, Sylvia, Nicole, Biang, Ning Le, Qy, Ghee, Gz, JJ, Ryan and not forgetting me!!
Anyway, minus the guys and Ning Le and those are the ones who went to ECP to cycle!~
Bus-ed to ECP but Ryan and Qy in the bus ride.
And we were playing some funny gun game-Chucky Chucky and Concentration.
We were like making tons of noise in the back seats of the bus.
:p
And then half way through the journey, Ryan and Qy have to alight.
So it ended up only with the girls.
LOL :D
We rented 4 single bike and 1 double rider bike.

Yep, Nicole doesn't know how to cycle and I am cycling with her on the double bike :x
It was scary at first since I couldn't control properly but it was better when we were on the road.
The first step is always the hardest!
:x
So we cycled and cycled and cycled.
Before we even cycled half way through the whole of ECP, we stopped to find shelter since it was drizzling.
Hahaha :D
But that's not why we decided to stop cycling......
It was because most of us wanted to play in the sand!
And it actually reminds me of Ghee acting as Gaara.
xP

LOL! Ame looks like she is shitting!
Her reflexes are slow! Everyone else has already jumped into the air except for her.

OMG!
Suddenly, the whole group felt like shitting?!
KEKEKEKEKE >w< I think this comic strip picture very cool!
Of course, since the comic thingy is made my yours truly!
LOL :D
I so BHB!~
So anyway, after they are sick and tired of playing in the sand, we went to the sheltered area and started play the Chucky Chucky game again!~
Since Biang and Sylvia were the first few to lose when we were playing on the bus, they were made to do a forfeit!~ :D
Presenting Sorry Sorry dance moves by our duo, Sylvia Khor and Poh Li Bing!!
*claps claps*
Zzzzzzz!~ The video is still uploading onto youtube!! So slow!!!!
1 hour plus more!!
And then after they had done their forfeit, we continued with the game.
And this time I lost along with the rest.
Nicole was the only ultimate winner, and we were forced to do the butt dance.
But it's gone..... I have no idea where the freaking video went.
LOL!
So we were slacking there for quite some time and when the rain had stopped, we started pedalling back to the place where we had rented our bikes.
Yea, Mishy came to join us then.
After she came, we were to the fitness corner and started fooling around.
Yea.
I didn't know that our class had 2 pull up champs!
Not!!!
xD
WA!!!
All the stupid videos still uploading
:(
I shall upload another time......
Thanks people for making my day!!~~
:D

2010-01-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

I don't know what I can do to make it feel better again.
All I want to do is to just scream out all the agony, just so the world would know.
But even so, would they understand?
Maybe some will but majority won't, since none of them would ever feel this way.
Different people have different worries, I know that, who doesn't?
And please don't say that I don't understand how you feel after you have explained the situation, I have experienced that tons of time.
More than you.
So how could I not know?
Maybe it's you that won't ever know how it feels.
I am not saying that you are self-centred.
Just please know that I am suffering at the other side too.
I just don't want you to know.
Even if I did tell you, will you care?
I am just a single tear away from crying and a single breathe away from dying.
What is the problem with me?
I keep saying that I won't easily trust someone again and yet I keep doing it over and over again.
Because I chose to believe even if it's for the last time.
But why does history keep repeating itself?
Why?
Letting people in doesn't mean giving them a chance to hurt me.
But why do they do this?
Every single time, I would fall into the same trick and even up till now, I am still learning not to fall into the same hole yet again.
But why is it so hard to do it? To just not let anyone in anymore?
I thought I knew these answers.
But I am wrong, like every other time.
I don't know anymore.
All I can do now is sit and wait.
And remove myself even further away from the others.
To not let anyone in anymore.
It's far to cram now.
Isolate is the key......

2010-01-10T15:26:00.003+08:00

I survived the first week of school even though LCS is my chinese teacher!!
Phew.... No warning letters yet, that's a good sign for this year, I guess.
Bloody crap. It's time I change my blog skin too but I quite like the one I am using now....
Oh well.
New year new start.
But I still hate my class, 3/5!
It's a shit-y class with bullets and bushes. Tons of them too.
I miss 2/1!
Ah damn.
<3 class 2/1 of 2009!~
:)
Shoulder is aching after a week of carrying heavy text books.
And since we were all promoted to sec 3, our class room has been 'upgraded' to a higher level.
Which means, climbing more stairs.
It's a good form of exercise though, carry weights and climbing the freaking long stairs.
Hahaha :D
Hopefully I don't need to change seats in class.
I want to sit with Kay and no one else.
So they better not change it if not.......
:x
I HATE CLASS 3/5 OF 2010!!
For now though, not sure in the future......

Song of the month:
Love Story - Van Fan

愛的故事有很多你一定聽過
她們說最美的愛情像湖泊
美的忍不住停留而任性的風
吹過了卻飄下一片片葉落

放開手往北方走留下傷心的樹獨自忍受
妳離開我連一句話都不說
只默默看著今晚天空星光閃爍

看今夜的流星劃過了天際笑我的心
我無法再冷靜請妳要傾聽妳是我的唯一
我不願去相信我們之間隔著海洋的距離
我的愛已融化在空氣裡

愛的故事有很多你一定聽過
她們說最美的愛情像湖泊
美的忍不住停留而任性的風
吹過了卻飄下一片片葉落

放開手往北方走留下傷心的樹獨自忍受
妳離開我連一句話都不說
只默默看著今晚天空星光閃爍

看今夜的流星劃過了天際笑我的心
我無法再冷靜請妳要傾聽妳是我的唯一
我不願去相信我們之間隔著海洋的距離
我的愛已融化在空氣裡

看今夜的流星劃過了天際笑我的心
我無法再冷靜請妳要傾聽妳是我的唯一
我不願去相信我們之間隔著海洋的距離
我的愛已融化在空氣裡

Wow! I have been looking for this song for ages and I finally found it.
My favourite chinese song!~

Anyway, CCA orientation was a huge failure.
Mega huge failure!
I mean like not many people came to watch our performance.
But for band..... Thier seats are filled up and there isn't much space left for people to sit on the floor.
While Co is only like a few people sitting on the chair and there are lots and lots of spaces left unoccupied.
And imagine one pathetic little boy watching the whole Co play?!
It's like WTF!
Okay I am over exaggerating once again......
:p
You said you would come to watch th performance but you didn't turn up.....
I trusted you and believed that you would but.....
Oh well.
:'(

I'm going to smile..
and make you think I'm happy..
I'm going to laugh..
so you dont see me cry..
and even if it kills me..
I'm going to smile.

2009-12-31T23:18:00.002+08:00

Anyway its gonna be a new year and I guess it's the time to say good bye to this blog skin too.
HAPPY NEW YEAR people! :D
Hope you have a great year ahead eh?
xD
Now is a personal message to everyone who is important to me:

*Jo Ann
Even if it has been that long we didn't talk or contact each other, hope we will get to see more of each other next year eh!
And contact me more!
I miss you!

*I Lok
My girlfriend!
It's been long since I have seen you too after you transfer to the other Taekwandeo.
I miss the times when we poke fun at sir and get scolded.
Wish you will transfer back.
And Jyjy at your new Taekwandeo.

*Tanny
My twin sister although we only each other for only a few weeks, you have made a great impact in my life.
Although there will be some disagreements in some of the discussion like the ghost thingy, you will always be the one there for me I guess.
Haha :D
I love you.
And good luck for your new school and the band.

*Vicky
Mummy!!
Even though you have other friends outside that you are very close with, hope we will be very great friends till the end of times!
JiaYou in your studies and in your ballet!
Stay beautiful.

*Kay Min
Hello kitty you can't talk! :D
Anyway life isn't always great, yea we both know that.
And that's why hopefully 2010 will be a wonderful year for you!
You can always count on me if you need anyone.
Don't think too much and start afresh!
You will always be remembered by me :p

*Amelia
RAWR my malaysia tiger sista!
Though you have ***** and some other friends and you dont want me anymore, you will always be my evil sista!
Let's keep up with the every Friday arcade trip okay?
No matter if you had quit piano in the future.
And gambatte for your studies too!
Aishiteru.

*Ying Jie
My dear jie jie, even if I have never seen you before, I feel that our bonds are far greater than just the net and the games.
I feel that I have truly known you for quite a long time xD
And let's hope that in the near future we get to hang out together!
Jyjy for steps and maple!
Be the best! :))
And thanks for inspiring me to do this!

*Hasino Jie
Another one of my beloved jie!
Woo! Must excel in Maple ar!
Don't let mei mei down xD
And wish that you can be happy everyday!
Smile :)
Don't be sad over those things already.
Remember that I will be here waiting if you need me.
xD

*Quan Yu
My dear dear gf!
You have been a great friend!
Always there for me (in sms) when I needed someone to talk to.
You have been entertaining me none stop and giving in to most of my request.
Thank you!
Let's keep up with the constant smses even after we split class okay?
Stay cheerful and nice always!
<3

*Ghee Kian
The one who likes to slide around and burn easily in the sun!
JK :P
Thanks for being my so called best friend through the past year and a half.
Though we aren't that close now....... I will always be standing here to wait for the Ghee that I once know.
Don't ever forget me cause I will never forget you.
Taurus buddy! Get a girlfriend! :x

*Guan Zhong
Tsk tsk. Stop acting cool for once :D
Yea I know we have lots of 'problems' and lil/major arguments, you have always been one of the important person in my life.
Maybe without your existence, I wouldn't be the current me now.
So thanks for everything.
I will pay you back your 6 bucks by 2011. xP

*Jia Ji
My miku ball!
Your appearance has filled my life with colours.
Your bubbly personality just attracts people like magnets!
Thanks for the cold jokes and the somewhat awesome advice.
Always will be loved by me!
Stay cute and funny forever!

*Shao Yong Papa
Papa why suddenly like don't care me le?
Very sad de you know? :x
Oh well. You will always be my first papa!
FOREVER AND EVER! O.o
Ai si ni le!
Talk to nu er more can? Muacks :D

*Eric Kor
Kor kor don't always make me worry leh!
Anyway will be seeing more of you in 2010, which is both a good thing and bad thing.
We know why right?
See kor kor you so important to me! :p
I still owe you a eye liner leh! Will pass to you soon!~~
Your studies must be better! I will be your personal tutor if you want!
xP

*Brandon Kor
Kor you haven been online-ing lately....... :(
I miss you.
And you didn't even want to give me you hp no so I can contact you.
Evil! Mei mei will be waiting here for you even if it takes years!
Wish you lots of luck for your upcoming 'O' levels!
:D
Alicia mei love you lots!

If there are anyone I miss out again, I am sorry.
Is either I can't remember your name at the moment or I really forget your existence this very moment.
So remind me by tagging eh?!
:D

My new year resolution:
1. Study hard and get good results to make both my parents and teachers proud.
2. Start saving up money to get a drum set and stop spending on unnecessary lil things.
3. To be closer to mother nature and feel every single living things.
4. To help those in need.
5. Hand in homework in time.
6. Learn to play my piano and drums well so that my band mates can be proud.
7. Grow taller and hopefully don't gain weight.
8. Be a better person.
9. Blog more often.
10. Stay connected to the people I love.
11. Cosplay at least once!
12. To complete everything on my to-do list made throughout 2010.
13. Be happier. At least try to if not successful, act happier. :D

ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
2010 HERE WE COME!~
What surprises are out there for us?
Lets find out!
:)

2009-12-16T20:48:00.004+08:00

I find blogging useless now.
It's not like it will actually make me feel better by reading what I actually feel here.
Its been nearly a month since I blog.
And anyway, I can't find my USB cable so I can't upload any pictures.
Hais.
Oh well. Guess I will continue doing it even though it actually made me feel worst.
Let's go over what had happened during the past few days.

I was forced to meet my so-called cousin and her boyfriend and her boyfriend's cousin at PP.
I was bored to death there.
Seriously!

I did rather stay home and re-read my whole twilight saga.

First we went to the arcade which seriously suck.

Nothing much there so yea.

Didn't get to play.

After that we mostly walked in silence to ECP.

Like what the heck!

I can't believe that 2 guys actually had no guts to even start a simple conversation.

I was dying of boredom.

Guess my cousin is reconsidering whether to actually be with her current boyfriend.

Oh well, I don't wanna talk about it.

Yea and yesterday went to 'play' basketball with Ghee, Ame and Shun Toll.

Ame and I didn't get to play at all.

All we did was sit there to watch Ghee and Shun Toll played basketball with some random people.

But at least I was more entertained yesterday compared to today.

But the best was on Monday!!!

I went with Tanny, someone which I will mentioned in the next few posts, to Tiong Bahru Plaza to watch New Moon.

Even though Tiong Bahru is very far, the trip was worth it.

I really enjoy her company.

Being with her makes me forget about the pain and the loneliness.

She actually understand everything I felt.

It was so easy being me, whenever I was with her.

We made alot of noise when we were having our lunch at KFC.

We were laughing and ranting on the fats that were stuck on the chicken.

In the end, we only ate one drum stick and the cup of mashed potatoes.

We spent most of our money in the arcade.

At least I had fun.

All that amount of money was worth it!!!

Everything is worth it when I am with her.

We even got scolded at Comic Connection by a lady for climbing the shelves.

New Moon was great! Not another cheesy movie.

Those who said that it suck was stupid and mindless for not being able to appreciate just a masterpiece.
I don't mind watching it over and over again.
Like seriously.

It was the best movie I had watched in the month or probably in the year.

Can't wait for Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.

And I think that Robert Pattison is kinda hot when he is acting as Edward in the movie.

Jacob in the movie was hot too.

Everyone of the cast was brilliant.

Excellanto.

5 STARS!!!!!
I just remembered, I cried during the movie a few times actually. Tanny too! She cried too!

We were so touched..... Awwwww :x

Off to watch Jigoku Shoujo.
:)

2009-11-20T21:44:00.004+08:00

It's time for another funeral for another one of our beloved main character.
Jiraiya-Sama.
He got killed by pain aka Nagato.
:(((
Why must all the main characters die!
Here's a tribute to him.
We are going to miss you and let your soul be in peace.
You can count on Naruto to lead the revolution.
You will be missed not only from me and from many others out there.

Vampires actually exist.
I will be one soon just you wait and see.....

2009-11-15T21:22:00.002+08:00

I seriously can't stand to wait for anything now.
RAWR!
After what had happened on Friday, I don't think I will have the patient to wait for the time being.
My dad brought me to Lavender to collect my newly made passport.
And when we took the queue number, the number showing was only 200++.
But we were the 547th.
So there were still 300 plus people in front of us.
Anyway, my dad abandoned me halfway to go to his office.
I was left there ALONE with NOTHING to do at all.
And I mean nothing to do.
To make matters worse, my half jacket got a triangular hole.
So even if I was cold, I couldn't wear it.
:(
I waited for like 3 hours before getting my passport.
WTH!
During that few hours, I was like walking around the whole building.
And camping in the toilets there.
It suck
I hate waiting.

2009-11-12T20:38:00.003+08:00

I don't have the mood to go online or do whatever now.
All I want to do is to just sit and stare into space.
Don't mind me for being random.
I am just in another one of my lousy moods.

Anyway, I went out with Jae on Monday.
Initially I went to meet her just to pass her my Sec 2 textbooks since she needs it for next year.
But we ended up watching 'My Girlfriend Is An Agent'.
We sneaked KFCs into the cinema too.
Even though the show is in Korean, in my opinion, I have actually enjoyed the movie.
Okayy, I admit, every single movie that I have watched, I have enjoyed it.
Except for 'The Maid'.
hat was scary.
Haha :D
I am a Harimao!!

JKJK :P
By the way, I finally bought my 'The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya DIY car kit'!!!
So happy! :)))))))))
But I have no idea how to fix it.
Gotta find an expert to help me, if not it will never ever be completed!!!
I am tired.
I need to try to cheer up.
Need to rest.....

2009-11-04T12:44:00.002+08:00

I have calmed down.
At least a little.
So lets move on.

Song of the month:
I'll Remember You - No Secrets

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

I dedicate this song to both the Js in my life.
Jo and Joe.
I love them as in friends that type.

For Joe: (5 years since we have talked)
It's been a really long time since we've talked, and I miss you dearly.
And everytime I close my eyes, you appear-even in my dreams.
And so I want you to know that even if for the next five years down the road, we do not talk, I will remember you.
And will love you with all my heart.

For Jo: (2 years since we have a nice long chat)
I guess you are moving on too.
And everytime I need someone to be there for me, you will be the first to appear in my mind.
Even though we only communicate through SMSes for even a little while, you were there for me.
If I ever have the chance to talk to you again, I will tell you how important you are to me.
Please don't forget me.
I will always remember you.
I miss you and your smile.
And the love I have for you too, will never change.

2009-11-04T11:45:00.001+08:00

I got to be strong.
It's time I grew up.

Crying doesn't make things better.

I should stop believing that things will be alright.
And start seeing the full picture that they are gone.
We are only left with each other and that's all that matters now.
I won't allow them to get hurt anymore.
It's time we move on to our own path.
I won't regret.
Somtimes, goodbye is a second chance.

2009-11-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

Who in their right mind would go to Malaysia for a few hours just to have lunch and shop and then come back to Singapore again?
My mom, her friends and I.
Yeah, initially I was dragged there.
I actually enjoyed the trip.
Okay, only the shopping part.
We reached Johor at around 12 plus and we left the country at approximately 5.
The things there are cheap, I have to admit.
But bad news is that my mom didn't brought much Ringgit on her.
Totally suck.
So I only came home with a purple Mango tank top, 1 Lucky Star Gacha and 6 Koizora comics.
And they amount to only RM 50!
Okay, its freaking freaking cheap!
Anyone up to a shopping spree in Johor with me?
Please tell me eh.
Will be waiting! xD

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GZ!!
You have grown a year older.
Hohohoho :o
You're gonna have lots of white hair.
:D
Let's all sing a birthday song for him!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GZ!~
HE IS BORN IN THE FOREST!~~
ALL THE OWLS LOVE HIM!~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GZ!~~~~
:)
Hope you have a wonderful year ahead.
Which is only like for 2 months?
:p

2009-11-02T20:37:00.004+08:00

We were supposed to go to K-Box, I think around last Wedesday?
But I cant really remember though.
Opps :p
Anyway, we got scam by the K-Box advert saying that each person only cost $7.
And all of us (Kay, Vick, Ame and I) had not much cash so we didn't go there.
Instead, we went to arcade to play JuBeat.
The cube button game that I had mentioned about so yea.
We enjoyed ourselves until......
A group of act pro/cool ah bengs came to insult and disturb us.
"Don't know how to play, don't play la".
What the hell! That was what they said!
Ass holes and some more they secretly took a picture of Ame.
Hey Jerks, you aren't the only one with pictures okay?!!!!
I took a pic of them too as revenge.
WAHAHAHAHAHA :D:D:D:D
See how toot they are.

Rawr!
Anyway, guys are all the same, for all I know.
This world is full of jerks and bastards.
Yeah, and they called their friends over to just stare at us play.
Faggots.
If I ever see them again, I am so going to glare at them.
>:(
We were forced to play poker cards at some other other plces.
Yep, we spent the rest of our time playing tai di.

Woots!
I went for another extrction last Friday!
NO MORE EXTRACTION!!!~~~~
I have finished the whole process!
:))))))

Consultation cleared
X-Ray cleared
Extraction of teeth cleared
Braces pending

Next, is putting braces.
Which I am scared of.....
Oh holy!

Recently, I have been addicted to facebook.
Have been fb-ing since then.
AHHH!
Got to stop playing cafe world, sorority life and pet society and so on.
!!!!!!

2009-10-27T20:46:00.008+08:00

We didn't have to go to school on Monday since it's Promotion Day.
And we decided to make a full use of that day.
Holidays are meant to be spent away right?
We didn't want to rot at home doing nothing.
So Vick, Ame, Ghee, GZ and I met at Tampines MRT Station at 11.
We train-ed to Orchard.
So the first place we went walking around was Ion Orchard since Ghee wanted to go there.
The mall had nothing inside except for tons of branded goods shops.
Do you think a bunch of Sec 2 students could afford those expensive thingys?
We aren't any big bosses or tai tais okay?
>w<
Since we didn't want to waste our precious time, we went to Taka to had lunch at around 12 plus. Jap noodles that were oh-so-deli.
Except that Ame didn't finish half a packet of the noodles.
Hey! There are kids dying of hunger around the world!
1 kid is dying at every 6 seconds in Africa. (As told by Vick)
After that, we had to let the food that were in our tummies to digest so we went shopping around Taka.
And the first thing we saw was HELLO KITTY!
It reminded us of Kay.
She is EVERYWHERE!!!
Watching us with those eyes of hers......
>o<
Yea yea I know.
It's scary.
JKJK :P
Before going off, Ame had to buy a 2 scooped Hokkaido ice cream.
And I thought she was full since she didn't have her noodles.
It attracted the attention of Gz and Ghee.
And you should know what happened.
Ghee and Gz was like trying to steal her ice cream along the way.
>.<
The main objective of us going to Orchard was to shop at FEP(Far East Plaza).
So we when we wanted to go there, we found out that we had no idea how to walk there.....
So we had no chioce but to ask some random passer-by.
And we targetted an ang mor guy.
Guess what?
He know Singapore better than us!
So embarrassing that was what Ghee said.
It was after asking that we found out that Ame the way there.
We were like "Walao! Say earlier leh?!"
And she was like *lick ice cream and stare at us*
=.=
Yea, we WALKED there.
We split up with the guys when we were there since I doubt that they would enjoy shopping with us over shoes and clothes.
We met up in front of an adut store at the allocated time.
Since I had to get the half jacket that Vick saw at Bugis, we MRT-ed there.
Once we were out of the train, we immediately went to Bugis Street.
And there we separated with the guys once again since Gz wanted to buy shoes.
Until Gz told us he had to go home to mark his brother's tuition homework?
Weird eh?
>8o
Once again, Ghee was the only guy tagging along with us.
On our shopping trip, we saw another 2 adult shops.
Total adult shops seen on Monday: 3!
And all 3 of them needed us to be at least 23 years old to visit it........
HOHOHOHO!!!~~~
Anyway, we went to the 2nd floor and continued shopping.
Yep, we wanted Ghee to change his fashion sense so we brought him into some guy clothing store and forced him into a new "tin can" aka clothes.
:))))))))))
He look good in them!!!
There is evidence for the statement above too!
Really.
Would I ever lie to you? (Actually...... Yes!)

Look cute doesn't he?
Except that he would actually look better without the vest and the change of his specs.
It was time for him to grow out of his normal tees and jeans into skinnies and the cooler clothes that normal ace cool teenagers would wear.
Ghee agreed with that too!
Ame then brought us to a make-up store and it was there that I GOT MY MONEY SCAMMED!
10 BUCKS FOR 2 PAIRS OF FALSIES EYELASHES YEAH KNOW?!!!!
So not worth it!
The china shop assistant was like babbling about how good the products were ranging from eyelashes clip thingy to some weird stick hair sponge.
And when I said I only wanted the fake lashes, her whole face turned black.
WTF!
I had to get those stupid lashes just for the sake of leaving the shop.
I wanna cry!
ENAMOUR SUCK!
People, don't ever visit that shop unless you want your wallet to have a big hole in it.
And I really mean BIG!
ENAMOUR STINK WORST THAN A ROTTEN CORPSE!
DO NOT VISIT!
And after that we went to the 1st floor again.
This time we saw a shop selling fake lashes and perfume.
The auntie tending the store was so much better than the stupid young China con woman!
She gave us a discount!
From 1 for $3.90 to 2 for $5.
And it was so much more special as it was purple!
Purple lashes!!!!~~~~
She rock man!
Visit her store.
Her store is just below.
But you got to go to Bugis.

Visit Frangrance 'N' Beauty World :)
I am still piss over that incident.
So don't ever mention about fake lashes in front of me.
After shopping finish, we had no place to go, so we went to the arcade that is underground.
Yeah know where right?
The Bugis Junction there.
And we played some cube game.
IT WAS FUN!!
Its like there are 4 by 4 square buttons.
And when a 'touch' sign appear at any of the square, you got to press it.
Yeah, it's not a easy as it looks.
Hahahaha :D
Went home with sore legs after that.But It's worth it.
It was quite an enjoyable day though I spent quite a lot of money on useless things.
^^
I don't mind at all cause joy and happiness can't be bought by money.
Wakakakaka!!
@_@

2009-10-22T14:14:00.002+08:00

I am down with fever again.
The fever should be cause by the ulcers behind the back of my throat.
That's what the doctor had said.
She even suspect the I have hand, foot, mouth disease.
Hais.
And I am not allowed to go anywhere.
Except for home.
It kinda suck......

I am confuse about the terms friends.
What are they?
I thought true friends are suppose to put themselves in your shoes when something is wrong or whatever and not get upset over some small little things.
I thought they should try to understand you.
I thought friends are suppose to bear with your negative points.
I thought I had found some true friends but........
Why cant they understand?
Why?
In the end, this had led me to believe that friends are just people that accompanies you to have fun and comfort you when you are upset.
They won't try to understand.
They wont.

2009-10-19T17:25:00.002+08:00

Since the month of October only left a few days, I shall use the song that has been stuck in my head.
:)
Song of the month:
Ben 10-Mz Moxy

It started when an alien device did what it did
And stuck itself upon his wrist with secrets that it hid
Now he's got super powers, he's no ordinary kid
He's Ben 10.
So if you see him you might be in for a big surprise,
He'll turn into an alien before your very eyes
He's slimy, freaky, fast and strong, he's every shape and size
He's Ben 10
Armed with powers, he's on the case
Fighting off evil from Earth or space
He'll never stop till he makes them pay
'Cause he's the baddest kid to ever save the day
Ben 10

Enjoy!~~~
:D

2009-10-15T21:32:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over!!!
Yeah, so after the final paper which is stupid maths paper1, we went party-ing!
Yep just like the good old days, where there is only the 6 of us.
Me, Vick, Kay, Ame, Ghee & Gz.
So we went to watch Surrogates at E-hub.
The film is a tale of a world where everyone's basically a couch potato.
Technology is so amazing that we can create multiple robots of ourselves, in any form, and control them from the safety of our own homes!
We're completely safe as long as we're plugged into the network and no one harms us as we operate the surrogate robot.
But as usual, conflict arises and the characters are drawn into a world of corruption, rebellion, and sacrifices, just like all other serial killer/robot flims.
Even though, a movie reviewer on Channel NewsAsia at rated only 2 popcorns for it, I strongly disagree with her.
It's a mind-boggling action thriller that is suitable for practically anyone.
Seriously, it's freaking nice.
That's all I can say about it.

:)
Anyway, moving on.
Since its been quite a long time since the few of us went out, we decided to take neo-prints.
It was freaking gay.
:D
Let's just say, we spent the rest of our time at the arcade throwing lots of plastic balls onto a screen to get tickets!!
That was the only time where we were living in our own world, with only the 6 of us.
Everything else didn't mattered.
And our arms were sore from out the throwing afterwards.
We played 8 rounds of it consecutively.
Yep yep.

I am salivating and bleeding at the same time.
Which is freaking disgusting.
My gums are throbbing again and it hurts.
1 hour more before I can take another pain killer.
The whole cause of all those?
Teeth Extraction.
I went to the dentist to had 2 of my molars plucked out.
And I still have to have another 2 of it pulled out.......
Next appointment is on Tuesday.
Hopefully tomorrow my wounded part will heal and it will stop bleeding.
Oh please oh please oh please.
Starlight, Star bright.
The first star I see tonight.
I wish I may.
I wish I might have the wish I wish tonight.
I wish that my affected gums will stop hurting and bleeding, and hopefully the next extraction would be better than this.

Recently, my posts are getting wordier and wordier.
It's time to add in some pictures.
But not today.
I got to get some rest since it has been a tiring day for me.
I am losing blood bit by bit......

2009-09-27T17:40:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was polluting of the environment day for us!
xD
We went to the nearby park to celebrate Latern Festival.
We = me, Vick, Ame, Ghee, Qy, JJ, Gz and his brother.
We burned stuffs like chewing gums, pomelo skin, moon cake, candles, papers, plastics.
And whatever that we had our hands on.
MWAHAHAHAHA!!
:DDDDDDD
But since it was a night event, we couldn't stay until very later with the exceptions of Ghee, JJ, Gz and his brother.
The rest of us, we had to go off at like around 10.

Blog will be closed from tomorrow onwards till 15 Oct, though I MIGHT occassionally post a post or two.
:)
Till then, see ya all.
Good luck for your EOY exams.

2009-09-20T14:25:00.002+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to my beloved SY papa!
:D
Thank you for that expensive lunch you treated me.
Thank you for everything.
For being my papa.
For all the memorable memories we had together as a family.
Thank you.
And in my heart, you will alwaya be my papa.
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2009-09-13T16:10:00.003+08:00

Song of the month:
Hotaru No Hikari-Ikimono Gakari

Sha la la... itsuka kitto
Boku wa te ni surunda
Hakanaki mune ni sotto
Hikari moete yuke

Aitaku naru no SHOUTOU
Naki taku naru no JUNJOU
Natsu no hi ni tobi konda
Hotaru wa kae ra nai

Anata wa nani mo iwazu
Kuchizuke o nokoshite
Kizutsu ku mama una zui nare
Kanashii hodo inochi yurameite ita

Sha la la... itsuka kitto
Boku wa te ni surunda
Hakanaki mune ni sotto
Hikari moete yuke

Sha la la... itoshiki hito
Anata mo miete iru no
Mamayui tsuki ga sotto
Ashita o tera shite

Tsuyoku tsuyoku kagayaite...

Aitaku naru no SHOUTOU
Naki taku naru no JUNJOU
Natsu no hi ni tobi konda
Hotaru wa kae ra nai

Anata wa nani mo iwazu
Kuchizuke o nokoshite
Kizutsu ku mama una zui nare
Kanashii hodo inochi yurameite ita

Sha la la... itsuka kitto
Boku wa te ni surunda
Hakanaki mune ni sotto
Hikari moete yuke

Sha la la... itoshiki hito
Anata mo miete iru no
Mamayui tsuki ga sotto
Ashita o tera shite

Tsuyoku tsuyoku kagayaite...

Aitaku naru no SHOUTOU
Naki taku naru no JUNJOU
Natsu no hi ni tobi konda
Hotaru wa kae ra nai

Anata wa nani mo iwazu
Kuchizuke o nokoshite
Kizutsu ku mama una zui nare
Kanashii hodo inochi yurameite ita

Sha la la... itsuka kitto
Boku wa te ni surunda
Hakanaki mune ni sotto
Hikari moete yuke

Sha la la... itoshiki hito
Anata mo miete iru no
Mamayui tsuki ga sotto
Ashita o tera shite

Tsuyoku tsuyoku kagayaite...

Aitaku naru no SHOUTOU
Naki taku naru no JUNJOU
Natsu no hi ni tobi konda
Hotaru wa kae ra nai

Anata wa nani mo iwazu
Kuchizuke o nokoshite
Kizutsu ku mama una zui nare
Kanashii hodo inochi yurameite ita

Sha la la... itsuka kitto
Boku wa te ni surunda
Hakanaki mune ni sotto
Hikari moete yuke

Sha la la... itoshiki hito
Anata mo miete iru no
Mamayui tsuki ga sotto
Ashita o tera shite

Tsuyoku tsuyoku kagayaite...

After our extra percussion practice (in which teacher didn't come), Jae, Sm and I went to have lunch at KFC.
Jae and I had a dental appointment at around 4 plus.
Yep, we are going to put braces!!!
In the end, we waited for like 1 hour plus just to see the dentist, Mr Tan.
xD
Our appointment was like delayed for so long.
We went for consultation on that day only.
Nothing much and it costs us $4O++ just to talk.
WOW!
It's so freaking cheap.......
Yea right.
x)

Consultation cleared
X-Ray pending
Extraction of teeth pending
Braces pending

Just can't wait.
Though I know it's gonna be pain.......

I didn't expect 4 people to come to my house on Saturday after Co practice.
Amanda, Amelia, Alison, Jae.
Sarting I asked Jae to come to my house to teach me piano.
Then senior came thinking that she could do her art project at my house.
Which I am fine with.
Ame asked if she could come too as she had nothing to do.
Amanda came since she wanted to kill time before her tuition.
Yeah, we spent the whole afternoon scaring each other with ghosts stories.
Jae was making freaky movements as she told her story.
Ame was like totally freaked out.
That was the first time that I saw that she was so scared other than last year's Co camp.
Before the night walk.
So there.

And I have been dragging my study plans for the September holidays.
I haven't even touch my homework yet.
I am doomed.
Someone prepare a funeral for me.
I want my coffin to be glass, and decorated with white roses.
I want to die wearing a long black or white flowy dress.
Thank you.
And you can collect the bill from my parents.
They will pay for all those preparations.
xD
Gotta start studying now!!
At least I managed to memorize a few slides of Geog notes.

2009-09-09T19:46:00.003+08:00

It was my first time going to K-Box with my buddies on Monday!
We were actually thinking of going to the one in PP but in the end we landed up going to the one in E-Hub.
x)
We were singing to the lyrics of every single song.
Starting we chose mostly the songs that have a kinda sick MV.
From Leavin' to We Made You to Love Sex Magic to Poker Face to Love Game.
Just to name a few.
Gz and Ghee had to go toilet after that.
I suspect the Gz was erecting......
Okayy, that was sick.
Ignore that part.
No offence Gz.
:)))))))))
I am prepared to be murdered in the middle of the night.
Anyone want to prepare a funeral for me?
JKJKJK
xD
Ame, Vick, Gz, Ghee and Qy went.
Kay couldn't make it, but at least we still had lunch with her at Mac.

I went out with my mom today............along with her friends.
Yea, I was just tagging along.
Occasionally being ignored as my mom would be too engrossed in gossiping with her friends.
At least the trip wasn't fruitful.
She bought me a bag.
Yeah, guess she had to make it up for isolating me.
But still I have to psyco her into getting it for me though.
Anyway, I wasn't the only kiddo there.
There was one more 12 year old boy tagging along with a girl and a few middle aged ladies.
Yeah, I pity him......

Off the maple now.
Bored.

2009-09-05T13:58:00.002+08:00

My phone spoil!
And I sent it to servicing, I can only get it back for like a week to 2?
So I am stuck with a super old model of Nokia phone.
No posts on the Monday and Tuesday events yet, since the pictures are inside my phone, people please wait patiently.
Lol?

It hurts very much.
More than I have imagined.
And what happens when I feel that way?
The feeling of wanting to vomit all the time and lots of sleepless nights.
Why is it always my fault?
It's a mistake, a wrong move to let be born into this world.
I have caused everyone nothing but misery.
For once, let everything be alright.
I want to let it all out, every single drop of it.
For more then 8 years, I lived alone.
I have forgotten the feeling of being loved.
Of being wanted and needed.
In it's place, there is nothing but pain, pain and more pain.
To say the truth, I am not okayy.
I have never be fine.
Why is everyone changing?
Why must they change?
Maybe I have too, but only I didn't notice.
I thought love shouldn't be selfish.
I thought seeing the person you love being happy will make things alright, even though you and her/him will never be together?
And why does people like to hurt the person they ever cared about so much just because she/he prefers someone else or what?
Things shouldn't have turn out this way.
It will just make everyone involved in it to be hurt.
To always leave a scar right there at the spot where you are the most vulnerable.

2009-08-30T18:59:00.001+08:00

I am broke!
Like seriously......
I have used my last 50 dollar note on Teacher's Day pressie.
Will be uploading very soon what I am planning to give to my "beloved" teachers.
Yea right.
So I have no idea how I am going to be able to:
1. Buy 2 cakes
2. Watch movie
3. K-boxing
4. Ice-skating

Oh freak......
I am being forced to off the com now.
Will continue this piece of crap very very soon.
Sooner than you can say "Why are we waiting?!"
><

2009-08-23T14:04:00.002+08:00

All i need is just a slash, is just a jump or even just to eat.
And if I have just the courage to do any of it, all my problems would be gone.
All form of evidence that I even existed would be gone too.
I would disappear from the face of this world.
But why couldn't I just have the courage to do it?
Everything is wrong.
So wrong.
This feeling is too overwhelming for me to take it.
I am tired.
Very tired.
All I want is just to rest even if it was only a little while......

2009-08-16T20:55:00.020+08:00

I had to admit, I had lots and lots of pure good fun at yesterday's Singapore Toys, Games and Comic convention.
Yea, went off half way during Co.
It's almost similar to last year's Anime Festival except for the fact that it doesn't has a lot of anime.
Mostly unknown artist.
Yeah, so sit back and relax as the picture show begin.
Oh, after the display of pictures, we will have 2 special guests featured in our 2 videos.
They are none other than Gz and Ame.
Yup, they went to play the Wii table tennis.
XD

Hehe:)))))))
So cool!
I love this type of events!
I want more!

Was forced to go to Discovery Centre for a so-called family day.
Bull shit!
It was boring.
NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT!
Rawr!
I did rather stay at home to play maple!
>:(

2009-08-09T17:42:00.001+08:00

She isn't going!
She isn't!
Yata!
Told you guys she wasn't leaving us.
But none of you believe.....
:p
I am the beholder of fate and destiny!
She isn't going!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA
:D
Let's hold her a welcome back party!

2009-08-09T11:24:00.002+08:00

Day 2 of the day she had left.
I wonder what you are doing now?
Sleeping?
Eating?
Having fun with your cousins?
In the toilet pulling the big violin?
Or small violin?
Preparing to board the plan?
On the plane?
Checking in?
Taking lots of pictures with your sister again?
Missing us?
Spacing out?
Doodling?
Trying to complete your homework even though you are not going to hand them in?
Completing the 'Save The Water' poster for Ghee instead of giving him the 'Save The Earth' one?
Thinking of ways to contact us?
Persuading your parents to not let you leave?
Talking to yourself?
Pretending we were there and having fun with us?
Trying to stop your addiction of sms-ing?
Trying to forget us?
Looking through the pictures we took?
Thinking about the fading memories, trying to let them stay as clear as ever?
Crying?
Sobbing?
Using the computer but not being online?
Shopping?
Changing clothes?
Chatting with family members?
Laughing?
Smiling?
Bathing?
Writing notes on your journal?
Watching tv?
I can write a whole lots of things here but it would take the whole day or even night.
And still, I wouldn't know what you are doing.
I am still cheating myself, thinking that you are only leaving for a short period of time.
You will be back at school right?
You are not going to leave.
Just going there to visit your relatives only.
You are not leaving. You are not leaving. You are not leaving. You are not leaving.
YOU ARE NOT!

2009-08-08T22:21:00.018+08:00

Last Thursday was her second last day with us.
& for some reason, we spotted this hentai sign on bus 10.

It goes something like this" Please don't forget your stop while surfing. PORN(:".
I was going WTH!
Are Singaporeans getting more porno nowadays?
We met Vick at Tamp inter before having lunch at Mac.

For your info, Vick was wearing a bikini under all those layer of clothing.....
XD
hehehehehehe :D
We were unlucky enough to encounter a whole group of red tees wearing people.
We were told to say our pledge.
Yea, you should have seen it, every single one inside was force to say it out loud with them.
Qy managed to escape while we were stuck with those people......
Gz was goofing off with Vick and taking funny pictures throughout the whole process of lunch-ing.

Took lots of pictures when we were having a trip to CS.
Thinking that we were going to take neo-prints.
But guess what?
I had totally FORGOTTEN about the fact that there was no more neo-print shops at GS or TM anymore!

Since there was no place for us to take nice and pretty pictures that can be used to paste all over our items, we decided to have some kiddy fun at Toys R' Us.
Needless to say, we had a blast hanging out there.

Gz with that perverted molester/raper look again!
Stop staring Gz!!!~~~
Yeap, we ended up going home late again.
Time really does flies when you are having fun.
I wish that I could capture all those memorable moments on cam but it's kinda impossible.

Moving on to last Friday which is yesterday.
We had our so called cross country day.
But for the class of 2/1, it had became a walk-a-thon.
More then half of my class was seen strolling down the 3.2km lane instead of jogging or running or whatever.
I was part of that event.
:p
Towards the finishing line, we were raising each others clothing, shouting "STRIP STRIP STRIP STRIP!" all the way.
We took more then an hour to complete, if I am not wrong.
We were the top 10.
I haven't end my sentence yet!
Add in the word 'loser'.
There, you got yourself a full sentence of our positions.
:D:D:D:D

Is that Vicky dozing off?
JK JK.
Her eyes are close though.....
XP
Specially made a box of DIY chocolate for someone precious who was leaving soon.
It took me one whole night and a lot of pricking of fingers to complete it.
Hopefully, you will appreciate it.
I had put a lot of work, sweat, love, time and blood to make it.
It was my first time doing that since you are the source of motivation.
For someone was has zero motivation for anything.

Nice for a first timer isn't it?
5 different types of chocolate with a handful of message pills.
The Milo mascot was there as well.
We caught a glimpse of it before he left.

Haha:D
A humongous can of Milo with eyes and a mouth.
And there was a considerably large amount of grass straws on the ground.
So people tend to start throwing it at others or putting the straws on unsuspecting victims.
Like Ame.
Victim number 1.
Straw haired.

Soon it was time to say goodbye since the whole event was coming to a close.
BTW, we broke the Singapore record of having the most number of people eating Milo cereals for breakfast.
A kinda stupid thing to break a record for.....
Lots of random pictures of ourselves now.
From single to group pictures.

Qy wasn't there cause he was invited to have lunch with GeZhi and the rest of the GGs and he took up the offer.
Vick had to go soon after.
So the remaining 6 of us went to the beach to have some sun, surf, and sand fun.

We buried the whole of JJ, except for his face and neck.
Didn't had the time, since it started to drizzle.
Anyway, we filmed a video on Ghee acting as Gaara and trying to manipulate sand.
And finding his existence by killing JJ with sand burial.

Cool right?
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA
:D
One advice to Ghee.....
Buck up on your acting skills!
You can do it!
Not bad for a Gaara acting show though.
Hehe :))))))))))))))))

We will be waiting here for you till the day we die.
Remember to visit us when you have the time.
And please come back soon.
We will miss you lots!
Love ya.
Have fun there, make lots of new friends and don't get into trouble.
No one here can back up for you anymore since you are going to be so far away from us.
Keep smiling and stay gold.

2009-08-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

I guess it's time to move on.
To face up to this cold, harsh reality.
We each have our own path to take.
And sooner or later something like this would happen too.
Sooner would be alot better.
A million times, I assume.
I will watch you leave with a smile.
Instead of letting you see all those tears stained faces.
If all you could remember about me is the tears and saddness, I would rather you not even remembering me.
We call a person who has lost his parents, an orphan.
And a widower for a person man has lost his wife.
But for someone who has known the immense unhappiness of losing a friend, by what name do we call him?
Here every language is silent and holds its peace in impotence.
I have became more mature in my thoughts after this incident.
We can't hold on to a kite forever right?
Or can we?
The thread would break even if we tried our best to keep it in safe hands.
And I guess we just have to learn to let go.
Side by side or miles apart, you will always be close to the heart.
Most people walk in and out of you life.
But only friends leave footprints in your heart.
As part of you has grown in me, together forever shall we be, never apart maybe in distance but not in heart.
*Once Upon a Time*
*Something Happened To me*
*It was the Sweetest Thing*
*That ever could be*
*It was a Fantasy*
*A dream Come True*
*It was the Day I Met You*
Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our faces, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.
This is just the beginning of our life and since the world is so small, I believe that one day we will meet.
Even to see you for the one last time, to see your heartwarming your smile again.
And that is the day where I know that waiting for you would become worth while.
Everything would become worth while.
Though there are many things unsaid and deeds undone, I will leave them all till the day I meet you again.
Even if it's in our next life.
2 days are all that I am left with, before you take away a part of me.

2009-08-04T21:07:00.002+08:00

This month song is dedicated to a special hamster who have change my life:
Perfect World - Simple Plan

I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
Seems like my world’s falling apart

Yeah

Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

Yeah

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go

Yeah
Yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all

Mass CIP day didn't turn out fun or anything like this.
We went our own to ways to get donations: Me and Qy, Vick and Gz, Ame and Kay, Ghee and JJ.
We were supposed to meet each other at Bedok MRT station when we sold 12 packets of Milo each or after 1 and a half hour after we separated.
Yea, we were supposed to do that. But some people just don't know English.
Ame, Kay, JJ and Ghee made us waited for them for 3 to 4 hours.
From 11.45 to 3.40.
And not only that, they were angry at us for selling finish all the Milo!
What the heck is their problem?
Let's just say Ame and Kay was angry, the guys wasn't.
All me and Vick wanted was an apology, is that so difficult?
Yup, we are noobs are I am a pet to Vick.
So?
Does it even concern you?
You know who you are.
Now its too late.

Why must you tell me this?
Why?
Couldn't you make me hate you before dropping the bomb?
Or can't you just walk away secretly?
I hate you for leaving me alone.
Have you any idea how far you are going to be apart from me soon?
It's not like now, sitting at different corners of the classroom.
YOU ARE GOING TO BE AT ANOTHER PART OF THE WORLD!
Halfway across the globe.....
No more hanging out together, no more suaning of people together, no more failing of maths and science tests together, no more having fun together, no more of everything........
You told me you are just going to be another passer by in my life, I beg to differ.
Do you even know how important to me you are?
To the world you may just be a person, while to another person you may be the world.
Do you know that?
Time is running out.
We don't even have that last few months together anymore, not weeks either.
3 MORE DAYS IS ALL WE ARE LEFT WITH!
It's not enough for me.
It's not.
What will happen to me if you leave?
I just can't imagine life without you, I refuse to believe, don't want to remember that you are leaving.
I know that you have your own path to follow and you have to leave, there is no reason for me to grieve over your parting from my life.
But it hurts nonetheless.
Always cherish the joy, laughter, memories and love that yoy have brought into my lives.
Always remember yoy with a warm smile for what you have given me.
If I should have known this would happen, I wouldn't have wanted to even make friends with you in the first place.
A peace sign was the first step to our friendship.
This was fate.
It's by chance we met, by choice we became friends.
I can't bear to juast talk to you now, let alone look at you.
Somehow I know we'll meet again.
Not quite sure where and I don't know just when.
You're in my heart, so until then it's time for saying goodbye.
I have finally understand that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures will never replace being there, thanks is a feeble word, memories forget the hard times and words can never replace feelings.
I seriously abohor the word "Goodbye".
And I can't bring myself to say goodbye to you whom I have grown to love, for the memories we have made will last a life time, and will never know goodbye.
Even though the memories were only for 20 months.
It's an incredibly short time, but it seems like I have known you forever.
This is even harder than bading farewell to my primary school friends.
I should feel lucky instead as I have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.
I know I hate that word, but I can't control my fingers.
They are just furiously typing these exact words out.
We've shared our happiness and we've shared our fears.
We've shared so many things throughout the past few months.
And when the times were hard we were by each other's side.
You were there to make me laugh when I cried.
Thanks. Thanks for everything.
I thought you said we were going to be friends forever and now forever just got alot shorter than I had expected.
The pain of you leaving reaches way down deep and tears me inside out till I am torn apart.
All I want in this life is to matter to somebody like you matter to me and to change somebody's life like you have changed mine.
I want to be the kind of person that somebody can count on, the kind that somebody always knows will know just what to say.
I want to be as special to somebody - someday - as you have been to me each and every day.
And I hope the somebody is you.
It's odd how much it hurts when you move away and leaves behind only silence.
This is not the end.
It is not even the beginning of the end.
But it is, perhaps, the end of the beginning.

2009-07-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

Stupid D and T homework.
I am bored.
And this sucks!
Yupyup.
No matter how hard we try, things will not be the same again.
Sorry, just being random.
Something is wrong with my blogger, can't upload pictures.
Trying to find the source of all problems.....
All I need is a day, one more chance in life.
I wouldn't make the same mistakes again.
NEVER!

2009-07-26T18:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIANG aka TAIWAN!!!!~~~~~
Sorry, a bit belated but still I hope you like the 3 tees that Ame, Kay, Ghee, Gz, QY and I bought.
:)))))
Biang lacking clothes!!!!

Ghee's creations of tomodachi and the killer assassin that looks kinda like Joseph............

Hahaha:D
The assassin really really look like Joseph!!
The way they both smile......
OMG!
*shiver shiver*
The thought of it just makes me......
Need the toilet.
BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH.
Back!
Was off vomiting just now.
I am a meanie!!!
Woohoo!
O.o

Yesterday's performance at Vivo stinks!
It's open space at the mall and the sound was just not good enough.
And I screwed up 2 notes in both songs.
But I doubt anyone knows about it.
Screwish performance.
So embarrassing.
*swipes head back*
Kakakakakakakaka :s
It sucks and it sucks and it sucks!!!
For the first time in my life, I went to Subway to have dinner with Ame, Kay, Vick, JQ, QY, Alison, YangKai, CheeYan, SM, Tiffany, Nicholas, Curry and Brandon.
Yeap.
We practically had the whole fast food restaurant to ourselves.
And some people keep wasting straws........
=.=

2009-07-20T18:13:00.000+08:00

This month's song:
Anyone Of Us By Gareth Gates!

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand
[chorus]
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake
She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should?ve known
She must have altered my senses
cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand
[chorus]
A stupid mistake
She means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
Don't wanna lose you

Qy and I went to NTUC yesterday to do our stupid Geography project that we didn't manage to pass up today.
Cause I didn't print it.
This suck!
I am doing some idiotic career survey for the baka Alive! lesson!
I think Mr Toh trying to waste my time, if not waste my printer ink.
RAWR!
Piss, very piss!

Another stupid warning to those out there!
Stop saying that Gz and Vick is a couple.
Here are some reason for you all to do so:
1. Firstly, who steading who is none of your business. Anyway, why would you wanna know? It's not like you are going to marry that person or whatever.
2. Secondly, it may not be true. If that party has a bf/gf, you are so gonna get them into big trouble. And I am not lying. And if this happens, you may get a pig head hanging on your front door every single day.
3. Lastly, I am saying this cause I don't want what your stupid mouth says to affect Vick or Gz or whoever.
I don't give a bloody f**k damn if anything happens to you after reading this or still opening that big mouth of yours, cause you are just a passer-by in my life.
While they have become part of life.

I think I sound harsh there.
Who cares?
Just so piss nowwwwwwww!!!!!

2009-07-19T18:23:00.005+08:00

Friday didn't turn out to be such a nice and fun day after all........
It started off with Ame and Kay meeting us late at the cinema.
And we missed the front part of "20th century boys 2: The Last Hope".
But everything was okayy during the movie part.
5 stars given by Alika for the movie!!!
XDDDDD

Kenji DIDN'T die!!!~~~
And Kanna's hair seriously diamond!!!!!
Not rock eh!
Things started going wrong again after the show.....
We met some people that we should not have met.
It's not like we hate or dislike them, it's just that.......
The feeling can't be described.
It's not their fault that they ruin it but still......
Not going to point fingers at them.
Cause they didn't know that their appearance affected Ame, Kay, Vick and I.
JJ, Ghee, Gz and Qy didn't know.
I made matters worst by asking Vick to delete a pic and Ame flared up......

Atmosphere was super weird.

And right there, I broke out.

I couldn't take it anymore, I have been doing my best to control my emotions.

Yup. I just can't take it anymore.

The last blow came later on at home.

Ghee's bike was locked outside my front gate.

I got scolded.

Nothing much to say about it, I guess you all can imagine what had happened.

& to those people who don't believe that Vicky didn't dye her hair, here's some reasons for you to start believing and STOP asking.

I wont repeat myself.

1. Firstly, it doesn't concerns you if she did or did not dye her hair. That's her problem.

2. Secondly, she would have gotten caught by the discipline mistress. But she didn't.

3. Lastly, her roots are golden too. Dyed hair has roots that are black or whatever that person normal hair colour is.

Either you people are dumb or obtuse. Start asking and discussing about that again, you shall bear the consequences yourself.

Don't say I didn't warn you.

I don't give a heck damn if you start hating me after that.

This is just a verbal warning.

Yesterday, my family and I went to orchard to test food for my unlce's wedding.

The hotel is damn freaking high class.

Hopefully, I am allowed to invite my beloved friends to his wedding too.

Here the pictures of the food to make you start salivating.

The food is in the wrong order.
Should start from the somethign special onwards.
So it's from bottom to top.
Qy are you jealous now?!!!
:))))))))))))))
Will write more after dinner!
AFK!~~~

2009-07-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

I still can't believe that I broke Ame's high score in QudraPop!!~~~
Woots!
Double L equals to a W!!!
Lame, Loser, WHATEVER!!!
Wahahahahaha
:DDDDDDD
I feel so eeeevil!
:))))))
I am here today to suan people!!
Hoho
:o
Gz keep saying that my file for both Maths and Geography will be chosen for the most horrible thing in the world, FILE CHECK!!!~~~
But then, who ask him, keep suan-ing me so God decided to punish him for being a bad little boy by letting the teachers chose both his files instead!!!~~
Another example of a 'Double L = To a W!'
Hehehe XD
JKJK about the loser and lamer thingy.
Don't wanna offend my clique members on blog!
But will offend them straight in their face!
Wohoo!!
Talk to the finger!!!
:p

Last week was very hectic for the students of 2/1.
Last week = this week
'Cause suddenly all of our slacker teachers started bombing us with lots and lots of homework, projects and tests!
I thank them giving me sleepless nights, and making me insomia.
A squirrel will soon mutate into a BAMBOO eating panda, if this continues.
I need more acorns!!!!!!~~~~

2009-07-04T16:15:00.002+08:00

My sister is bugging me to let her see the mv!!!!
But still I don't mind seeing it alot of times.
XD

Kokoro-SS501

Snow Prince-SS501

That's all for now.
Off to my drum lesson....
XD

2009-07-04T15:44:00.002+08:00

I went to Gz house yesterday thinking that the rest of them were going to do project.
Kay, Ame, Vick, Qy, JJ and Ghee.
Though school ended at 12.30, we reached there at around 2 plus?
Yea wasted like 1 and a half hour taking MRT and walking....
Vick and Ame went home first to change.....
We ordered Mac and ate at Gz's house.

Me: Double Cheese Burger Meal
Qy (gf) & Ghee: Mac Spicy Meal
Kay: Mac Chicken Meal
Ame: Mac Wing Meal
JJ: Mac Wing Meal Upsize, Apple Pie, Mac Wing...... so on
Vick & Gz: Fries

Thanks for the treat Amelia!!!!~~~~
Hahahaha :DDDDDDD
Afterwards, we played 2 rounds of catching, not block but park and the two other blocks.
Yea only first floor.
Something like estate catching but not too far.
Hehe ^^
But I had to go home after that if not I would get scolded AGAIN.
For being late.
Hohohohoho
:p
Didn't even do our project at all!
Wohoo!!~~~~

2009-06-28T01:05:00.006+08:00

Sorry peeps!

No updates cause Gui Ling doesn't have Internet connection to BLOGGER!!!

Wth!

Not going to talk about what I did there cause it's exactly what I do in Singapore.
Shop-arcade-eat-play cards-visit relatives-sleep-do homework.

Nothing else.....

That's it!

Spent close to $200 there, which equals to their 1000 bucks.

Nothing better to do.

Came back on 24 June. 12pm!~~~

Those who I had joked with bout the flu thingy, I am extremely SORRY!~~~~

Long awaited 3 weeks of not meeting them, I finally met up with my beloved darlings on Friday!~~~~

Ame, MengMeng, JJ, Ghee, Gz and Qy!~~

Vick and Kay didn't meet up.....

:'(

We went to escape theme park after finishing with our homework at the library.

Hehe ^^

Found out that Qy has fear of heights just like Gz with the fear of enclosed space.

You should have seen the look on Qy face when he was taking the pirate ship.
I was sitting beside him and all the while he was whining "Alika Alika".

Hahaha :DDDDDDD

But I don't have the rights to say about him......

I am in no better condition than him.

I was whining all the way too.......

Felt super dizzy and puckish after the ride.

Don't wanna think about it.

Ghee was the only one who was reluctant to enter the haunted house.

But still the forces of sixes forced him in.

He was screaming inside the house and clinging on tightly to one of us.

Hahahaha :D

The haunted house had changed quite abit.

We left there like around 5 plus?

Random topic!

I am currently in love with SS501!!~~~~~

They freaking hell rockkkkkkk!

Kawaii~~~~~~~~~

2009-05-30T07:20:00.001+08:00

Bye all!!!!!
I am posting from the airport.
Preparing to board the plane soon.
Will miss you guys!!!
Especially Vick, Ame, Kay, MengMeng, JJ, Gz, Ghee and QY.
(Not by any order)
Byess all!~~~
T_T
Must miss me!!!!
:(

2009-05-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

I wish my life was like a fairy tale.
And the ending will turn out to be a happy one
Will I die even before anything nice happens to me?
I wonder.......
I still have a long way to go and my energy level is decreasing with every step I take.
Will I make it to the end?
I guess not.
Will dying solve all my problems?
Will it stop my pain?
If it could, I would rather die a million times all over.

We went on this super tiring race called the bloody Heritage Trail.
Something like amazing race, only it's in City Hall.
Can you believe that a person like me actually walked from St Andrew's Cathedral all the way to the Singapore Flyer?
Can anyone believe it?
It's quite fun but very very tiring and energy draining.
Should have drank a few cans of Red Bull before going.
Jkjk.
:p

I am scared.
Everyone is changing even those closest to me.....
Did I do something wrong again?
I don't know, I really don't know.
We are drifting apart, I can sense it,
Should I create a distance between me and the whole world?
I guess so.
This is the best way for me and the rest of them.

2009-05-27T20:05:00.005+08:00

Welcome back to Singapore Kay!!!~~~
I have missed you alot and alot and alot!!!
Life isn't so exciting without you....
Fianlly, you have returned!!
And than its my turn to leave......
Hope that I don't get swine flu, if not goodbye world.....

Trying to change point number 1 and 2.
Hopefully by the end of the June hols, I will be emotionless.
Hopefully though....

Koizora 恋空
Just finish watching 恋空.
It was awfully sad and touching, but yet there was this one line that got me…
“I really don’t wanna die yet. There’s still so much for me to laugh about with you!” I would probably say the same thing too if I’m the guy… that kind of situation and feeling… *sigh
So sad yet so true… when the ill-stricken Hiro said that to Mika.
Please really cherish your loved ones!
Tell whoever you loved about your love.
Time is really precious.
Heart Pain… gotta get over this emotional flood gate!
At least today, I got to know 1 cute guy and 1 beautiful gal.
Yui Aragaki, Miura Haruma.
Its practically the first show that can make me cry for almost 2 hours.
Why must they give it such a sad ending?
Why can't Mika and Hiro be together?
Why must Hiro die?
It sucks! Why does all good things come to an end?

This was the photo that Mika kept in her drawer.

You always seem to be very happy whenever she is around.
But not with me or anyone else.

2009-05-23T13:25:00.004+08:00

During marking day that day, vickvick, Gz, Ghee and I actually wanted to talk about some problems caused by......
My lips are sealed!
:x
But in the end, we ended up watching X-men Origin: Wolverine and spending most of our money on arcade.
Yea, than after the movie, JJ, Quan Yu, JQ and us decided to play mall catching.
The first round Vick, JQ and I were like catchers and we caught them in less than 10 minutes.
Second round, Gz and QuanYu were catchers, they took quite a looong time to find us as we were hiding behind the stage at the Open Plaza there.
Wahahahaha
XD
Third round we were the hiders while Ghee and JJ chased us throughout the mall. But we didn't finish that round cause I snuck home....
:P
So fun!!!~~~~

Points that I hope to change about myself if not there will be too much things for me to worry about:
1. Firstly, I hope that I can stop being so OVERPOSSESIVE over people. Yeah, I am very possessive over people I love. Stop it! Its so wrong!!! I am not the sun, so the world doesn't revolve around me. They have their own friends, I can't be jealous if they suddenly become close to someone else.
2. Secondly, I hope I can stop being so PARANOID. It's not like the whole world cares about you. And even if they want to talk bad about you, there's nothing you can do to seal their mouth up. Paranoid = sensitive. Which means I must stop being sensitive. I am going board by thinking and thinking and thinking!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
3. Thirdly, I hope I can SHUT MY BLOODY MOUTH up, so I can't blab things out. Especially on how I feel. Like I said before, no one cares. And there are just too many things I know...... Grr!!!
4. Lastly, I hope I can stop being such a PERFECTIONIST. Yea, and if i am not such a everything must be perfect person, I wouldn't be so competitive. And thus, I wouldn't be so jealous and stressed.
But still, the main things I wish to change is point number 1 and 2.
I am too flawed for my ownself.

2009-05-19T17:14:00.002+08:00

きのうので私が彼を見ました.
そして苦しみで.
但し私が彼を忘れます.

2009-05-19T15:19:00.004+08:00

Finally!!!!!
Judgement day is over!!!
& I am gonna get my handphone back in another few hours time!
So start spamming with smses!!!
Pleaseeeeeee.
Pretty pleaseeeeeeee.
With a cheery on top~~~
XD
At last, I can finally sleep!!
Haven't been sleeping over 7 hours for more than a week now.
Exhausted.
Mentally unstable now.....

POEM
Loneliness all around me.
My faith in everyone has shattered.
Things aren’t what they used to be.
I’ve finally realized that I never really mattered.
My thoughts fade to lack.
As I try to drown out all the sorrow.
Knowing that I live under constant attack.
A part of me wishing that I won’t see tomorrow.
Endless thoughts run through my mind.
Wishing my whole life were in another time that’s fine.
Maybe then I would find.... What is really and rightfully mine.
Various memories echo in my head.
Happy to know that one day they’ll all be buried and dead.
And than everything would be alright again.

2009-05-16T13:46:00.003+08:00

Its the weekends again!!!
And guess what? I am going to write about my MYE!!
WOW!!
I am sooo excited....
=.=
Yea right? I am trying to kid who?
Dots.
Maths? Fail!
Geography? Okayy.
Chinese? Okayy too.
Science? Fail!
Literature? Fail!
Yea! I suppose this are gonna be my results.
1 more paper, and judgement day would be over!!!
AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Why must our school have theory for home ec?
Waste of time and resources.

2009-05-10T18:57:00.003+08:00

Giving another funeral for another beloved Jounin of Konoha.

Asuma Sarutobi.

It's a tragic that he died.

All thanks to Hidan, if not for him, Asuma wouldn't had......

Lets moan for a minute for this great ninja, once a member of the 12 ninja guardians.

2009-05-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

Seriously I am so going to get killed by the history test on Friday!
So dead....
I can't believe I could get busted by history test!
I also thought I could score well for it.....
Stupid Japan and Yamashita!!
Why go attack SEA?! Nothing better to do is it?!
Make us memorize an extra chapter!
To hell with World War 2!!!!!!
World War 1 stop laughing at WW2!
You aren't getting anyway with it too!
Fucking Gavrilo Princip! Why you go assassinate Francis Frendinand and his wife?!
Jealous of them is it?
I bet he doesn't have a girlfriend!!!
But lucky WW1 is not an entire chapter.
Its a quarter of it!
Still.....
And seriously I hate the BRITSH!!!!
I am so gonna fail history cause of them!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
>:(
Wish me luck for science and lit.
Can't afford to fail..... Can't afford to fail....

2009-05-07T11:51:00.002+08:00

I am so gonna flunk my chinese oral!!!
X(
Dead! And tomorrow is going to be another judgement day.
Sadden!!~~~
English paper 1 and 2 was okayy only.
But I doubt that I will score well.
History and chinese paper1!!!! Need to study!!!
Yea, half way through history!
Only left with chapter 4 and 6 to memorize!!
Ahhhh!!!
Stupid world war 2 and stupid british government!!
Off to be slave for my books....
:'(

2009-05-02T21:33:00.002+08:00

Should I known I had to go through this much.
I would have get myself knocked down by a school bus.
Before even getting to see my secondary .school life.
I really don't mind getting stuck in primary school though.
It's so.... So much better.
I would be more happy right? Or no?
Being upset and lonely isn't what I had in mind.
No.... It shouldn't turn out this way.
There's too much things said and done by me that I regretted alot.
Why do I always get myself into trouble and it's always someone who get me out of them?
Can't I just for once do something correctly?!
I am too flawed.
Too flawed to survive in this world.
I wish I had more time.
I wish I could turn back time to undo every mistakes that I had made.
But its too late.

2009-05-01T20:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!

I didn't go online for like 11 days!
Shocking right?
I can't believe it either.
So my blog like very lag and empty.....
Saddening.
And people, you can start spamming me smses again!
Though I can only reply them during fridays and the weekends until the end of mid-years.
XD

This is gonna be sooooooooo bloody laggy!!!
Our CO had gotten GOLD WITH HONOURS!
Yup!
We did it!
& I have to jump off from the school's 2nd floor.
Grats me people!
It's just me and my big mouth again!
Can't I just shut it up!
I had no idea that our CO members are so emotional.
When they announced we had gold with honours, alot of them were like crying.
I don't understand why either.
Tears of joy? No way for me!
I can't cry if I am happy though.
Anyway, I can't be happy.
I am sadder than you thought.

Thanks for those who remembered my birthday and those who had wished me a happy birthday!
& thanks for the birthday gift too!!!!
:)))))))))))))
I had a mini celebration at home on my actual birthday in the NIGHT!
Cool right?
Ame, Vick, Ghee, Gz and JJ attended it.
Yep! We had steam boat for dinner.
And after that, we played night block catching.
Super exciting and scary!

I don't want to be the only one stuck in the past.
Yet I don't feel like moving down the path set for me.
I am too exhausted.
Too tired.

2009-04-19T18:16:00.003+08:00

Jo, tomorrow is your SYF.
Hope your school gets gold!
:))))))
I know you can do it!
GAMBATTE!
:DDDDDDDDD
Wish you all the best!
Good luck!

Sorry papa for not adding you to the list.
Next time, I promise?
So sorry!
I forgot.....
T_T

2009-04-17T21:36:00.004+08:00

Write the names of 21 friends you can think of the top of your head, and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.

1. Jo Ann
2. Vicky
3. Geraldine
4. Kay Min
5. Amelia
6. Ali
7. Ray
8. Ghee
9. GZ
10. JJ
11. Quan Yu
12. Biang!
13. Michelle Lee
14. Felicia =.=
15. walker kor
16. ying jie
17. aqua jie
18. xheng kheat
19. SM
20. Yang Kai
21. Mr Tay

*How did you meet 7?
Ray? Internet lor! I pro right?

*What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
Walker Kor? I wouldn't have a maple kor and a maple family le. I won't get to know no. 7 and 16 too.

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
Jo Ann and Yang Kai? OMG! I would be freaking happy la!!! My best friend and by hot senior leh!
Best combination!

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?
Aqua jie? Nope! Never even meet her before, how o see her cry.

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
Kay and Ying jie? Eh.... they don;t know each other and I supposed they are not les....

*Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
Michelle Lee? Obviously la! Can get free sweets and scold vulgarities together leh!

*Do you think 11 is attractive?
Quan Yu?!!! Attractive?! No!!! Maybe his legs only la... Haha :D
So sticky!!

*What’s 5’s favorite colour?
Amelia? I don't know.... Ashamed!

*When was the last time you talked to 9?
Gz? Afew hours ago only. Also talked about nothing.

*What language does 8 speak?
Ghee? Ghee language!!! and english and chinese!

*Who is 13 going out with?
Michelle Lee? Nobody bah. I suspect that she is a lesbian.
XP

*What grade is 16 in?
Ying Jie? Sec 3 this year bah.... Not sure, she's in malaysia leh! How would I know?

*Would you ever date 17?
Aqua Jie? No wayy!!! I am perfectly normal! Not a les!

*Where does 18 live?
Xheng Kheat? Somewhere in the part of Malaysia!Never been to his house before also.

*What is the best thing about 4?
Kay? Hmmm.... Hard to think. She's just fun to be around.

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?
JJ? Nothing leh. What must I say to him also?

*What is the best thing about 20?
Yang Kai? HE IS HOT!!!!!!!

*Have you ever kissed 2?
Vicky? Cheeks yes. Other parts NO!

*What’s the best memory you have of 5?
Amelia? There are alot of happy memories with her. Which do you wanna know?

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
Kay again? On monday when schools start again.

*How is 7 different from 6?
Ray and Ali? Ali is a girl while Ray is a guy? haha :D

*Is 2 pretty?
Vicky? Duhhh!! She not pretty than why alot of guys ask her for her hp no? *smiles cheekily*

What was your first impression of 15!
Walker Kor? Neutral lor. Nothing much.

*How did you meet 3?
Ger? Pri school friend for like 8 years le!

*Is 15 your best friend?
Walker Kor again? Not really? More like best family?

*Do you hate 12?
Biang! No!!! I love her too much! She super horny de!

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?
Xheng Kheat? Nope. And i doubt we will eveer meet. He's in Malaysia and me? Singapore leh!

*When was the last time you saw 16?
Ying Jie? Never... I didn't see her before. She's also in Malaysia de leh!

*Have you been to 5’s house?
Amelia? You say leh?! =.= Got la, dumbo!

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
JJ? I answered this questions before.... IN SCHOOL ON MONDAY!!!! You deaf or dumb?

*Are you close to 11?
Quan Yu? Maybe.... Maybe not. Can cosider bah. Ask him la! Dun ask him!

*Have you been to the movies with 4?
Kay? GOT! We went to watch 20th Century Boys with the rest of the gang.

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Ghee? I don't think so... From what I know. I got STM de!!!

*Would you give 19 a hug?
SM? CAN! If she wants! Who also can get hug from me, all you have to do is ask!

*When have you lied to 3?
Geraldine? Cant remember leh. Should be when I am in primary school.

*Is 11 good at socializing?
Quan Yu? How would I know something so personal? I am not him!

*Do you know a secret about 8?
Ghee? Come closer.... LIKE REAL LA! GOT SECRET ALSO WON'T TELL YOU! KPO!

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
Biang and Xheng Kheat? Strangers?

*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
Gz? Ehhhh... Friendship lor. I don't really get what you mean.

*What’s the worst thing about 6?
Ali? She cant hang out with us!!!! Cause of her parents.

*Have you ever had a crush on 12?
Biang? Yea, currently in love with her.
JKJKJK xp

*How long have you known 2?
VICKY? 1 year 4 months! Be jealous!

*Have you ever been in a fight with 13?
Michelle Lee? Nopenope! Since we are not really sooo close until can fight.

*Does 11 have a bf/gf?
Quan Yu? Who will ever like him? He so bloody hell tall lor! Unless you are interested in him....

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
Jo Ann? OI! She is my best friend leh, how could I ever punch my best friend in the face and I am not really a violent person.

*Has 21 met your mother?
Mr Tay? No! And he is sooo never gonna see her!

*How did you meet 11?
Quan Yu? Same school, same class and same CCA. How could I never meet him?

*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
Gerladine? Nope, unless you count light punches.

*Do you live close to 7?
Ray? Not sure. Dun even know where the heck in live.

*What is 8’s favorite food?
Ghee? You are asking the obvious. Look at the name!

*What kind of car does 1 have?
Jo Ann? Siao! You want her to have a car is it? Later she die in accident how?! Your faut right?

*Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
Gz? From school to Tampines, consider mah? If not, NO!

*If you gave 14 $100, what would he/she spend it on?
Felicia? ZZZZ! Barney stuffs and some gay kiddie stuffs!

2009-04-17T19:39:00.005+08:00

School was only half day cause of speech day!
XD
Yay!
But those CO people and those awardies had to stay back until 4 plus 6 for the ceremony.
WAHAHAHAHA!
:))))))))))
SM and me stayed back until 11 only cause we wanted to go home.
But on the way home on the bus, SM suggested that we go catch a movie.
"Confessional of a Shopaholic"
SM and I was like laughing throughout the whole movie.
Damn freaking funny.

And after the movie, it made us feel like shopping and spending all our money.
But we were officially broke.
:P
I left only like 1 buck plus while she only left 7 bucks.
After that, we went to Puzzle World.
We met this shopkeeper who is so friendly, we were like bombarding him with thousands of questions and he didn't once get impatient with us.
So cool right?
We were like going crazy over books in Popular and notebooks and pens in ArtBox, but no money to buy!
T_T
waaaaa!!!!!!
I finally bought a new wallet!
GRATS ME!
XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
It's been a very looooooooong time since I went out with SM, thanks for accompanying me for half the day!
I miss the times we had together in the past....

2009-04-15T17:02:00.002+08:00

I have been super duper lazy.
Yea, tired. Very tired.
But must start posting all the things that had happened, if not too much things, and than it will make me more lazy to post.
So let's start from last Thursday.....
*take a deep breath*
Here I go:

Thursday (9April)

Vick, Kay, Gz, Ghee and I went to the newly opened Tampines 1 before the combine sports meet.
We had lunch at the Jap restaurant, Makun or some other names.
Totally forgotten it.
The zoru udon was freaking yummy!
And the price there was acceptable too.
Before we went in, a lady or was it a guy?, I cant remember, gave us a 'credit card'.
We were supposed to use it to buy food and before we left the place, we had to pay the bill with the card.
As all the food we had ordered will be stored inside the card.
And if anyone lost it, the person had to pay 100 bucks.
I think its too complicated.
Forget it. Its too hard to explain, must go experience it yourself.
After that, we went to the stuuuuuuuuupid sports meet.
We were like 45 min late!
XD
Most of the time, we were wasting our saliva on cheering and trying to look at the oh-so-handsome Mr Tay....
Hehe!
><
We secretly took some of his pics, but poor me doesn't have.... My phone!!!!

Monday (13 April)
After school, Vick, Ame, Gz, Ghee and I went to Tampines 1 to have lunch.
But before that, we had to wait for Amelia for like 15 minutes before she came!!!!
>:(
When we were having lunch, 5 bimbotic bitches were like bitching about Amelia saying about her fringe and something about her having some syndrome.
So fucking irritating!!
Sorry for the vulgarities.
I think they were from Dunman Sec.
4 chinese and 1 malay.
If you see them, please report to me, I am so going to kill them this time!
We were like indirectly insulting them also.
And they knew that we were referring about them.
And guess what?
WE WERE BLOODY STALKED BY THOSE STUPID BUSHES!
They have too much time on their hands, must well go study and get good grades, LOSERS!
We went to Times to hide and before that, I called Geraldine foe helped.
She came with like a gang of 8 people but too late!
The bitches were no where to be found!
GRRRR!!!
I hate this type of people!
Let me see them one more time and I will so skin them alive.
Take note of them, 1 is a malay.
1 of them wears red specs and has a similar phone as Ame.
The fat girl has a pink bear on her fat bag.
And the 'leader' has an I phone.
While the other girl, we didn't take notice of her.

2009-04-05T18:21:00.002+08:00

YIPEEEEE!!!~~~
Finally got my hands on a contact!!!
No specs for 1 year!!!!
WOOTS!!!~~~
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))
So happy!
^^

2009-04-04T13:55:00.002+08:00

I hadn't met Jo for like close to 1 year now....
Was thinking of her on the bus trip to TM from school on Friday.
And while walking to TM, I saw her!!!!!
Unbelievable!
After that, I was like close to tears.
I don't know why but I know that I was damn freaking happy to see her!!!
Nothing,,,,,,,
So talk about that.
Lol?
I'm bored.
I miss my phone!!!~~~~
T_T

We went to Kent Ridge Park on Monday for a geography field trip.
But no pics cause like I said, phone was confiscated.
Must try to get my hands on a digital cam.
HMMM....

2009-03-29T15:49:00.002+08:00

True friends are hard to find.
I guess cause its my attitude?
Probably its a good thing.
And maybe its a bad thing.
I'm not that sure anymore.
Everything is so confusing.... Too confusing.
I shouldn't act anymore, or should I?
It doesn't matter since no one notices.
At least there is someone who understands.
I miss her!
Its been 1 whole year since we met up.
I wont cry anymore.... I wont.
Just let me suffer!
I wish she was here, by my side....
Jo.... I will always remember the good times we had.
It had nice chatting with you a few minutes ago.
But good things always comes to an end.

2009-03-29T15:03:00.002+08:00

Im uncontactable for like 2 months.
Cause mr lim CONFISCATED my phone!
GRR!!!
No chioce, can only call my house phone.
Stupid!
I HATE TMS!!!
I really wanna go back to the past.
I miss them...
Especially Jo....
:(

2009-03-20T20:42:00.003+08:00

Lalalalalala!!~~~

Went to watch the 2.40pm "Mall Cops" with Vick, Kay, Gz, Ghee and JJ.
Lol?
Before that we had lunch at the food court and afterwards went to "Toy R Us" to 'play'.
People!
We are still young in the heart.
LOL?!
:DDDDDD
Vick, Kay and I, we were like crazy over a super damn cute leopard plush!
Got feelings with 1 of them, really got feelings.
But the other leopards didn't give me that feeling.
Sobs! T_T
Bad news, I didn't get to buy it....
Damnation!
I keep thinking the main character for the Mall Cops, the security guy is JJ!
Hahaha..
^_^
Do not underestimate plump people!!!
So freaking damn funny!!
Ghee laughed until he melted!!!
WAKAKAKAKAKA!!!!!
We were sliding off our seats because of him......
:x

I have learnt not to trust people easily from now on....
In order not for me to get hurt anymore.

2009-03-18T11:21:00.002+08:00

Sobs!
Can't watch 'Marley and Me' with Kay, Vick, Sydney and Eric Kor!!!
Sobs!
Stupid parents don't let me go out....
RAWR!
Hope Kor and Kay had a fun time together.....
WAHAHAHAHAHA!
:DDDDDDD
I leveled in maple!
74!
:)))))))))
So bored,,,,,,
Ahhhh!!!
Didn't complete any homework yet!!!!!
Quanyu letting me copy!!!
^^
Thanks!!!!
XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-03-16T13:36:00.002+08:00

I find that yesterday's SCH rehearsal main objective was to make me waste my time.
And I didn't had a decent meal for the whole stinky 8 hours in school!
I should have known better to trust the chicken rice the school had provided.
The chicken was so plastic and it was white!!!!
Not the roasted ones.
Stupid white dotty and slimy skin.....
EWWW!
Dump every single chicken to JingYing and didn't even finish the half of the rice.
Cause someone said that buttso wanted percussion to moved our instruments to the lorry.
So I had no choice but to waste it.
While kids in Africa are starving!!!
Damn the buttso!
And the SYF costume totally suck.
Dark blue with frilly stuffs down the middle and to top it off, a stinky same coloured belt.....
Imagine it!
Its so auntie like.
I remembered buttso telling us not to bring the timpani and the vibraphone to the rehearsal casue the SCH will provide that but the stinky ice skating conductor said "Bring the timpani and vibraphone because rehearsal they never provide, only at the actual SYF date than don't need to bring."
So we brought them along.
Buttso scolded senior for that afterwards when we had reached SCH.
It's stupid!
Than the ice skater was like standing at one side acting innocent.
I wonder why must senior go up to check with buttso and not the other way round.
Was it because her butt is too big to allow her to move around freely?
Her butt is like the combination of sm's, tiffany's, ang mor's and my butt joined together.
Not exaggerating!
When it was the back-ups time to rehearsal, I was like shaking through out the whole thing. Teeth chattering too.
HAHAHAHA! :D
I was scared that I would play wrongly so yea....
Reached home around 12 plus....
TMS suck to the core!
I hate it!

2009-03-13T12:07:00.011+08:00

Sorry peeps!
Been ultra mega super busy, didn't have the time to post.
And people had been bugging me to do it.
Forget it.
No detailed info, cause the previous events mostly forgotten le.
I remembered on one of the saturday, my class went to Changi Beach to pick up litters and to do an environmental experiment.
And QuanYu they all, keep killing the ants on the beach!!!

Lol? Kay trying to do some random stuffs with the garbage bag!
^_^
Ali twisting her butt!!!!!

Not sure when again, but its on a wednesday, went to science centre with my class.
To attend a stupid maths lecture, but after that, we were given only a little time to explore the place on our own....
Not enough time!

Some random mirror place.

I think it was suppose to be some button thingy game but JJ pressed the buttons until they formed the 2 words!

We were trying to experience "death"! Lol?
In an enclosed space, all of us trying to breath in alot of oxygen and than giving out carbon dioxide, trying to die.
Haha XD
Hard to explain.... You need to be there, to experience it.

We discovered a place where there's no one, and we saw this damn cool machine that allow us to write our message and the messages will be posted on this mega big screen. The top pics are what we wrote.
And there was this damn chio teacher, I call princess. We kept staring at her, especially me....
But im NORMAL!!!
Took a pic of QuanYu posing as "Singapore's Next Top Model", but actually he was turning away, but it the pic looks like he was posing.
He forbitted me to put it here.....
Sad... T_T

Some random thursday, the whole group of percussion went to Esplande to watch our instructor and his wife perform.
But the stupid teacher cheated our feelings! He only performed 1 song only.
And he promised to treat us dinner, but didn't in the end.
RAWR!

I accidentally touched the charcoal paintings that was along the tunnel leading to the Esplande.
And I imprinted my handprint on th wall!!!!
Xp

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY PRECIOUS INSEPARABLE FRIEND, VICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gz, QuanYu and I bought her a mega big rabbit from art box fro her b'day!

Yesterday, I met with Vick, HH, Kay, Gz, Ghee to go to evening under the stars.
Some literature performance by our school.
We were seated at the back of the hall.
After awhile, more and more people joined us at the back.
First Nicole, than Gz's friend, Eric Kor, Kor's friend, Stick man and papa was the last to join us.

Kay acting as "Zhen Zi".>_<
Later, me and Vick went night walking alone.
Both of us only.
So fun!!!!! :)

2009-02-22T21:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 1 DAY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO C.SM AND JIA JI!!!!!
:D
wish both of you had a wonderful day!!!
=]

2009-02-13T17:14:00.002+08:00

Still under construction!
I mean my blog....
Keke!!!
>_<

I have had fever for 4 days straight!
Still having fever now....
T_T

2009-02-09T18:11:00.001+08:00

Keep screwing up the template!
Going to spend more time on my blog skin on wednesday!!!
Grr!
So piss!

2009-02-08T17:22:00.002+08:00

I wish that I'm sick.
I don't feel like going to school tomorrow.
Haiz.
I feel that life is isn't worth going on.
Only those who had felt this way knows.
Going to have another sleepless night.....
I didn't sleep until like it was 4 am in the morning.
Was talking to someone on the phone.
No one understands.
Sorry, being very random today.
IGNORE THIS POST!

2009-02-08T01:31:00.002+08:00

It's getting way late and I still can't sleep.
This suck! Worrying too much about homework and some other stuffs.
I'm so tired.

For some reasons, I find that CO is getting much more fun and interesting.
Only for my section!
Yeah, wouldn't be dreading to go CO again.

Priscilla (or whatever her name is spelled), may be playing the timpani.
I suspect she wants to go to SYF so she came for the so called stupid timpani test.
Like there isn't enough people in our section.
Nicholas had worked hard just for the stinky SYF, Alison and Yang Kai too.
So if the ice cube conductor wants Priscilla to play timpani, he would be kissing goodbye to the good award.
Priscilla thinks that by coming to help play the timpani, she is like helping us. Since she told my friend that PERCUSSION SUCK!
See that! SHE CALLED PERCUSSION SUCKY!
Everyone has their own responsibilities, so do you, Priscilla.
Go back to your whatever ruan!
And leave the percussion instruments for the percussion members!
SCRAM OFF!

2009-02-06T20:40:00.003+08:00

Woots!
Finally, I have more free time now!
After completing my It storyobarding and Home Ec project!
^_^
Nothing to write....
Except that I made a new freidn today!
LOL?!
Is it worth mentioning?
Since nothing better to do, I will intro him here.

He's called Songmaytee Teo.
A chinese from thai, who can't speak chinese. Or maybe a little.
So if anyone want to scold him, can scold him in chinese and he won't know.
HAHAHA!!!
>_<
Im so mean.

Had lunch with Vick, Ame, Kay, Papa and Song at KFC.
Song damn funny!
ONLY WE KNOW WHY!!!
WAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!
Be jealous people!
I got a friend who is THAI!
Lol?
Im super lame.
=]

2009-02-02T20:52:00.002+08:00

AMELIA LEE!!!

You good!
Go edit our picture, make us go beard and moustache!
Don't go her blog and see the stupid picture!
If not you all die!!!
My revenge:

You say nothing to do is it?!
Got home ec project (45 questions with essay long answers), still say nothing to do?!
You die in school tomorrow!!!

2009-01-26T14:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL PEEPS OUT THERE!!!!
^_^
Hope you all get lots of ang bao!!!
=]

THEY CHEATED MY FEELINGS!!!
DEIDARA NEVER DIE!!!
So happy!!
:)

2009-01-25T19:20:00.006+08:00

I can't believe I watched 2 person die on the same day....

Elder Chiyo, you will be respected even after you have died.

You sacrificed your own life to save Garra-kun.

Thanks for saving my precious Garra, without him, I wil.....

In memories of CHIYO....
The time she died: shippuden episode 31.

Just 1 episode after Deidara had left us...

This episode is really touching.

For sensitive people like me, you will need to prepare a box of tissue papers to wipe away your tears.

It is sad but not as touching as when Haku and Zabuza died, or when Menma and the third hokage died.

2009-01-25T18:24:00.002+08:00

DEIDARA DIED!!!!!!

AH!!!!!

Why must both of the akatsuki members die?!!!!

DEIDARA!!!!!!!!

I feel so sad, after 2 of my favourite akatsuki members died....

He left us at episode 30.

DEIDARA!!!!!!!!!

You will be remembered.

RIP! I will always love you.

T_T

2009-01-24T16:04:00.004+08:00

SASORI-SAMA DIED!!!
In Naruto Shippuden Episode 27!!!
My god!
SASORI DIED! SASORI DIED! SASORI DIED!!!
Why must he die?!!
How could they make him die?!!!
He is such a great guy!!!!
T_T
I don't want him to die....
="[

SASORI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This post is dedicated to Sasori-Sama, in memorial of him.
REST IN PEACE MY DEAR SASORI.

2009-01-23T18:18:00.001+08:00

Life suck and than you die.
That's what I can say.
I get my hopes up but I watched them fly.
Yeah.
That's totally true too.
The sky is turning darker yet again.....

2009-01-22T20:56:00.010+08:00

No reunion recess picture.

Cause of some stupid reasons.

If you wanna see, please go to ame's bloggie.

>_<

We had our first excursion for this year!

YEAH!

It's super fun!

The first stop we went is FORT CANNING PARK!

The best among the places!

Super "scary"!

Yeah right!

We were making a racket at the back of the bus!
Wahahaha!

^_^

So damn fun!

Than we went to CHANGI CHAPEL & MUSEUM!

Got free air con...

But not fun de.

The museum suck!

So boring.....

We had lunch at Changi Village.

Next/Last stop: Soldiers CEMETERY!

I love it~~~!!!

Our journey ended here.

Ame and Kay went to my house after that to do homework.

Before that, we went to CC.
I bought a naruto shuriken while ame bought a PC game.

Hehe!!!

2009-01-21T16:41:00.002+08:00

I had so much fun today in school with my dearies!!!~~~
We had a "reunion" recess!!!
WAHAHAHAHA!!!~~~
^_^
The sky is suddenly nicer, maybe, just maybe.....
With them, my life may be changing for the better?

Damn!
I uploaded the pictures but the files cant be found!!
AH!
Tomorrow at school ask Vick send, than upload it
K?

I LOVE MY CLIQUES!!! >3

I miss you.

2009-01-19T16:55:00.003+08:00

Vick Vick darling is currently at my house!
Looking at whatever crap Im typing now.
>_<

I had so much fun today with Ame, Vick, Kay and Ah Li today!!!!
We keep bitching about people!
LOL! people don't get too worried....
We were only bitching about stupid people, who are not worthy of our friendship.
That is what Vicky wanted to me to write!
XP
JK JK JK JK! It's both of our ideas....
Okayy Vicky? Happy now?
hehe =]

Damn!!!!
Just found out that the URL that I wanted to use previously has been taken!
MY GOD!
Trying to think of something new now.
Haiz.
Please give suggestions peeps.
Thanks!
:))))))))

I learnt a new language today!!
& that is......
VICKY'S LANGUAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LALALABOOMMBA!
BOOK A- NOOKER!!!
hehehe....
Vick Vick LOVE me.... That is what she is saying now...
=.=
& she also said she feel honoured.
^_^

She is going to start teaching her new language soon, so if you wanna learn, please contact me or Vick!
The lesson costs $100 ++ billion per day.
She said that herself.
Im totally INNOCENT!!!!
>_<

2009-01-17T13:59:00.002+08:00

Peeps!
I changing my blog's URL soon, so please relink me.
unchained-melodies.blogspot.com
This blog is still under construction but I will post,
So feel free to VISIT and TAG anytime!!
>_<

2009-01-13T14:14:00.008+08:00

FUCK JIA JI!!!!
Create a stupid blog that it's like so not me!
Ass hole!
Who do you think you are to steal my codes?!
ITS COPYRIGHT!!
& LIM JIA JI YOU HAVE TO PAY ME FOR STEALING THE CODES, IF NOT I CAN SUE YOU!!!
You think I don't dare is it?!

U GOD-DAMN CBK. CB LA U
WHOEVER U FCKING CB PERSON
MAI LAUGH LA.
CB NTH TO DO IZZIT?
ANYHOW GO PPL BLOG GO CHANGE.
U CBK LA WALAO.
TMD
hais, cannot blame stupid ppl nia
FREAKING IDIOT SON OF HEAVEN
LOLS, good-frens-wannabe-who-pretends-to-be-good-frens-when-they-noe-santa's-coming
HUMPH.
kbkpccbtmd
nub la u. onli noe how to do this way.
no wonder so stupid nia
gila barbie holy barbie, screw urself
*ame

2009-01-03T22:19:00.003+08:00

I had to wake up at 6am on a weekend for the stupid cca orientation!!
Crap la.
Lucky when we were performing at the hall that time, I didn't do any mistakes that are too obvious.
WAHAHAHA!!
That is a good start....
But I bet that TMS co won't get gold this year for the SYF.
Cause of some baka seniors.....
We were advertising co before and after the performance, asking the sec 1s to join us.
Hope percussion don't get more than 3 juniors, if not I will die.

Before the afternoon performance, ly jie and sy papa and I was like planning to pull (physically pull) sec 1s to the hall to sign up for co.
We saw serene =.= , faith and 3 sec 1 juniors talking about ghost stuff, so we decided to join in.
Me and jie was like screaming and interrupting their talk, cause Serene give wrong info so we must correct it, but she asked us to scram off and stop being so irritating.
So we decided to go explore the haunted places in the school.
We were forced to stay away from them, cause we were banned by Serene!
WTF!
Yeah, and papa still continue talking with them.
Stupid!!
Serene said that everyone has a third eye, and hers haven close yet, so she can see.
BULLSHIT!!!
Jie and I came to the conclusion that spirits stay on earth because they need our help.
In actual fact, everyone can see spirits, but only if the spirits want to let you see them.
FYI serene teo, me and my jie also got the third eye, only its still closed at the moment.
So yea!
Stop bragging about your third eye to the juniors.
Forget about her!

The first place that jie and I went to visit is the D & T room where the golden statues are kept.
The second place is the toilet beside the second floor D & T room.
But the doors were locked.... For some unknown reasons.
So we didn't get to go in.
Before that, we told papa that if we didn't return in 10 mins time, he did had to come to find us.
But he didn't!
So if we really went missing or something bad happen to us, we will 101% make him regret all his life.
Stupid juniors and Serene!!! Want flirt with papa than go ahead! Like we care!
Our life is never going to be on their hands ever again!
Dots....

When we were preparing to go home, Serene said she wanted to talk to me in private.
So I went.
& guess wad?! She "scolded" me and percussion!!
She say something along the lines of " You all shouldn't use your hand phones and talk during the performance."
She sit so in front, how she know we got use hand phone?!
Than some more say "We always give excuses for not being serious and ask us to practice."
I wanted to shout "We the heck are you to say all this?! And percussion got what to practice?"
Fuck!
She also say Alison senior the basic not even good....
& what she don't like my attitude.
What shit is that!
It's MY attitude right?!
Her attitude suck more, always abuse your authority.
You are a serious person, but Im a super slacker/trouble maker so how you expect me to be serious!
I don't give a fucking damn if co don't get any awards this year!
I dedicate a song " Shut Up by Simple Plan to Serene!!!
I officially admit, I DONT LIKE SERENE!

There will be someone who will confirm tell her that I had scolded her on my blog.
Who cares?
MY blog, MY say!

I had warned you, it's gonna get super personally here.

2009-01-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year peeps!

I CAN'T BELIEVE IM FINALLY A SEC 2 NOW!!!!!

First day of school was okayy.
All of our free time before recess was to our form teacher, Mr Lim Wei Ming.
As you guys know, our "group" consists of 5 people (including me), so we had an odd number.
& I had to sacrifice myself to make it even.
I sat with Li Bing, 2 to 3 rows behind them.
Sad! T_T
After recess, we had a talk from our disclipliary teachers.
It's the same talk that we had at sec 1.
Boring!

Lunch-ed with Kay, Ah Li, Michelle and Sm at the nearest pizza hut from our school.
SY papa joined us later on.

I have only 1 word to say about today's Co practice.
Suck!
We had a rehearsal in the hall for tomorrow's cca orientation.
Our conductor was quite piss with us.
I think it's because we were too noisy and percussion kept messing up.
You all think it's so easy?!
Always blame percussion only.
At least we "solo" the instruments, not like the other sections.
Those who keep saying that we are not serious enough, and think we are going to make the co lose it's gold award, than
COME AND TAKE OVER OUR INSTRUMENTS!!!
See if you all can do any better than us.
Crap people!
Im super piss with those people.
You know who you are.
Teachers, conductor, our percussion instructor and practically some people in co is always blaming us for not playing correctly.
So what? You all think you all so pro? Go and play them!
WE ARE NOT UP TO STANDARD, HAPPY?!
See what will happen to this pathetic co if the whole percussion quits!
Fuck!

I dedicate my current blog song to the stupid co.
But change the tittle from 'Me Against The World' to 'Percussion Against The Co".

2008-12-29T14:42:00.002+08:00

Last friday, Vick, Sydney and I went to a CO concert at SCH.
Vick was laughing throughout the trip to SCH.
Lol?
Cause of the JJ!!
He called me than I thought he wasn't him.
I thought he was Chris....
Than they keep laughing at me cause I keep telling JJ " Don't lie hor, I know you are chris!"
Than I called JJ and asked him "Did your voice cracked?"
He was like screaming and and scolding me on the phone....
Dots.
Make me so embarrass.
The concert ended around 10.30.
I reached home at 11 plus.
So late!!!!

2008-12-21T20:47:00.003+08:00

This is the first post for the month of December!
Was very very busy this few weeks so didn't have time to use the com.

Did nothing much in HK except to shop and eat.
Haha! ^_^
Will upload the pics asap.
Promise!
Hehe.

Reborn-ed my hair.
Finally!

Going to update my friendster.
It's totally dead.
So yeah...

2008-11-30T10:30:00.002+08:00

Co camp sucks!
We have to play stupid games which will make you super dirty and felling stinky n sticky.
The night walk suck!
We have to walk in a big big stupid group instead of pairs becuase the teacher said it was too late already.
I only get to sleep 3 hours.
Stupid!
This is the worst camp I ever attended.
Second day was better.
But i got hit by lots of water bomb when playing "Kill The Mummy".
And guess who was the mummy?
ME!
Suck!

Byess guys!!~~ Going hongkong tomorrow!
Cya all! Gonna miss all of you.
Lol. jkjk
><

2008-11-26T12:34:00.014+08:00

Im starting to get lazy.

Don't feel like blogging anymore.
But I won't be that bad to abandon my blog.

Went to Anime Festival last Sunday with Luo Yi and L.S.M
Luo Yi and I kept stalking cosplayers for pic, while L.S.M was finding "shuai ge".
Lol! ><

Yea! Actually nothing much to say about the festival.

It's beyond the description of any words.
Luo Yi made a new 'bf'.

L.S.M has the video, but I didn't ask her to send me.
So if you want to view it, go to her blog.

But hopefully, she had uploaded it.

Enjoy the pics!!!~~~

Hope you have enjoyed the pics.
Just came back from co camp yesterday.
Tomorrow than blog about camp.
Feeling super lazy now.

2008-11-20T16:01:00.002+08:00

Maple has finally launched its new job!
PIRATES!!!!!!
Hehe. Nothing to blog also.
But becuase of the new job and the new map, pratically the whole maplesea is lagging like hell.
Grr!!
Hope when the GM fixed finsihed the "lag-bug", it wont lag anymore.
Lol!
>.<

2008-11-13T16:54:00.002+08:00

Things weren't okay this morning.
T.T
Vick, Sydney and I met at TM's Mac to go to co together.
Gz treated me, vick and ghee to Swensen.
We were laughing and laughing, having so much fun.
><
And the waiters were like looking at us and giving us funny looks.
I spitted water at ghee's direction cause he said something super funny.
Me and Vick was super high at that time!!
^^
Wanted to watch the coffin but the timing wasn't right.
Sob, Sob.
='[

Off to watch naruto episode 66 now.

2008-11-12T10:45:00.001+08:00

Joseph, you good!
Tagged me to do such a pathetic quiz!!
But, I nothing to do also. ><

~START!~

*The Person who tagged you is?
See the top. N my tag board... =.=

*Your relationship with him?
I don't know. Senior and enemy?

*Your 5 impression of him?
1. Nerdy?
2. Too gay to be a guy and not gay enough to be a woman? ><
3. Short of friends....
4. Like to tease people and be mean to them
5. Someone who craves attention

*The most memorable thing he has done for you?
Nothing.
*glares at him*

*If he becomes your lover, you will?
Jump off the building or be prepared to go into a mental hospital.
*pukes*

*If he becomes your lover, the thing he has to improve on would be?
Everything!!! And who wants to be his lover... If I like him, I really have no taste. I did rather die!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!

*If he becomes your enemy, you will?
He is already my enemy. He hates me, and I hate him! I will just ignore him and act as he doesn't exist on this universe.

*What is the thing you want to tell her now?
Shut up about me and Jordan!!! I will never ever be his gf! I dont like him, full stop.

*Your overall impression of him is?
Two words: A gay

*How do you think people will feel around you?
I never existed. So no one will notice me. T.T

*The characteristic you love about yourself are?
Nothing. I hate myself! JKJK. I like that I never really existed?

*On the contray, the characteristic you hate about yourself are?
I dont know. Alot of things but Im too simple minded to talk about complicated stuff.

*The most ideal person you want to be is?
All I want is just people to love me for who Im and not care about my flaws.

*For people who care and love you, anything to say to them?
I want to thanx those who supported me throught my tough times.... Haha! ^^ Juz think of what wold be say if they went up to get a prize or somthing....

*Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1. Gz
2. Aqua Jie
3. Jo Ann
4. Ger
5. Kay
6. YY
7. Ame
8. Senior = Alison
9. Shawn
10.Jeanne

*Who is no 6 having a relationship with?
YY? I have no idea.

*Is no 9 a male or a female?
Shawn? She a female but her name falls in the male catergory....

*If no 7 and no 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Ame and Jeanne? They are already together. Hehe. They are les.... XD

*Where is no 1 studying?
Gz? TMS. Same school , same class.

*When was the last time you had a chat with no 3?
Jo? For quite a while. I miss her. Sob Sob. ='[

*What kind of music does no 8 like?
Alison? Ehh... I not sure also. Maybe pop or rock or whatever she likes.

*Does no 1 have any sibling?
Gz? A younger bro that looks and talks and moves exactly like him.

*Will you woo no 4?
Ger? No way! But if Im a guy, maybe. Most probably. But too bad, she already has a *hehe*.

*How about no 7?
Ame? She's already my dear dear le. Haha!! Lalalala!! =P

*Is no 5 single?
Kay? Yep yep. But she likes someone else.... Secretly

*What is the surname of no 7?
Ame? Lee!! Lee!! LEE! The grand daughter of Lee Sian Long. How do you spell his name?

*What is a hobby of no 10?
Jeanne? I dont know. *looks guilty*

*Does no 5 and no 9 get along well?
Kay and Shawn? Hmmm. I think so. Just normal friends, not good ones.

*Talk about something for no 1.
Gz? He's a very good friend who likes to sms me everyday!!!~~~

~END!~

2008-11-12T10:36:00.002+08:00

The hols is boring....
It's either stoning at home or going to cca practices.
It suck!
Just hope that there are more outings.
And that I won't die of boredom.
>.<
I FINALLY REACHED 3RD JOB!!!
No more cleric, Im a priest now!!!
^^
Naruto rock~! Off to watch it now.

2008-11-03T22:05:00.009+08:00

I didn't had so much fun for quite awhile other than in Gz's party.
Bus-ed to E-Hub with Hana, YY, Ger and Cherly.
Would be meeting Nette there cause she was watching movie with her sec school friends.
The rest of the gang can't make it.

Just some random pics on the bus.
YY was like " Let's have lunch at Pasta Mania!" throughout the whole bus trip.
So we went there for lunch.
But guess what? It's super expensive there and the food there is only OK.
Not worth it.
><
We met with Nette and went bowling together.
We paired up on the first game.
Me and Ger.
Cheryl and YY.
Hana alone.
Nette wasn't playing on the first game.
We won!!! Me and Ger won!
But I kept getting gutter, so it was Ger who won, if you know what I mean.
I didn't play in the second game cause it was solo.
The unexpected happened.
Cheryl, the first timer won!!!
Can't believe it yeah?
BTW, Nette and Ger paired so it's considered, pairing solo?

Arcade after that!!
Can't describe what we played there.
Drived, and played a throwing ball on the screen thingy game.
Lol!!
4 of us won a yo-yo each, while Nette chose a pencil.
Hana didn't get any.
Sorry Hana!!
Someone suggested we eat the chicken wings at the store which is located outside the arcade at E-Hub.
It costs $4.90 and is 5 chicken wings.
And each of us took 1.
But poor Hana didn;t again!
My apologies.
So he just sat there and watched us each.
But, the chicken wings were too puny.
Too small! We got cheated!!!!!

Below are some pics of them eatting the chicken.

Bus-ed and mrt-ed home with them (except for Nette and Hana) after buying yogurt on the way.

A new tissue paper auntie is among us!! And that's YY!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GZ too!! Cause it's his birthday today!!!!

Today I got lost on the road of life...
Thank guys for giving me such a wonderful day!!
=P

2008-11-01T17:46:00.002+08:00

New month, new day.
Ya right!
Yesterday woke up around 7.45am just to prepare to go to open hose.
Pratically open house is just suppose to waste my time.
Haiz!
Performed. All I have to do is: hit the cymbal 3 times and do a rolling.
During the 1 hour break, Ah Li and I went to visit GZ and Ghee at the science club.
But in the end, we were like helping he science club.
I don't deny that it was quite fun and we got 1 hour CIP!!!!
Unexpected!
We helped out just for fun but instead we got an hour of cip in return!
That's so cool.
Think I will join the science club next year.
Hehe.
><

2008-10-29T11:26:00.004+08:00

Lat Sunday, I went to the best birthday party in my whole life!
GZ was celebrating his birthday early.
At some bukit Gombak place... It's a laser quest party.
Guess you all dont know what's that.
Mrt-ed with Ame, JJ and Ghee to the place, it took us more than an hour to reach there.

Ame saying cheese!! While JJ is tugging his shirt...
LOL!!~ Too bad Ghee isnn't in the photo.
Haha! ^^
The laser quest is something like CS, only that you are the character, controlling your own movements. But you have unlimited life, but after the game, there will be points, to see who is the highest scorer for the game.
IT IS NOT A COMPUTER GAME!!!
Cant explain much, you must there to experience it.
No words can describe how fun it is.
THANK GZ FOR INVITING ME!!!! =]

People waiting for their turn to play the game.
GZ is the one wearing black and standing. He had his back towards us.
LALALA!~~~~

2008-10-25T12:49:00.002+08:00

Got back my stupid results yesterday.
So enjoy and laugh at it!

English: B3 (66)
Higher Chinese: B3 (69)
Math: A1 (81)
Science: B3 (65)
Geography: B3 (65)
History: A1 (85)
Lit: B3 (68)
D & T: A2 (72)
Home Ec: A1 (83)
Art: B4 (63)

Total marks: 717/1000
Class position: 10/36

My results suck, right?
Stupid! Must work harder next year.
So Sob.
TT

2008-10-23T20:22:00.003+08:00

*Re-edited*
Gz tagged me to do this, im like forced?

!START!

list down your five best girlfriends:
F1: Ame
F2: Vick
F3: Jo
F4: Ger
F5: Ah Li
list down five of your best guy friends"
M1: GZ
M2: Ghee
M3: JJ ><
M4: walker kor!!
M5: jordan

1. how did u first meet F2?
Vicky? Hmmm. She was transferred to 1/1, so I made a peace sign at her, from that day onwards, we were the best of friends, I think.

2. describe F4.
Ger? Someone who is fun and lame, so she is pratically well loved by almost everyone. Hehe. ^^

3. did you know you would like F5 immediately?
Ah Li? No. Cause she didn't wave back to me when I waved at her on the 1st day of school. Haha!! =]

4. on a scale of 1 to 10 (10 being most), how much do you like F1?
Ame? Maybe 9 or 10. Cause her mood swings are super fast and I don't like it. It frightens me. *Shivering*

5. is F3 smart?
Jo? She is super damn smart!!! She in anglican high leh!!!

6.How often do u hang out with M1?
Gz? Almost everyday, but sms with him every single day. ^^

7. How old is M5?
Jordan? His 15! He's my senior from sec 3. In case you dont know.

8. what is M2 known for?
Ghee? He is known for GHEE!!! which is animal fat!!!!!

9. what is the most unbelievable fact about M4?
Walker kor? Nothing much is known about him, cause his my internet brother from maple. =]

10. seriously, have you ever liked M3?
JJ?! I only like him as a friend but nothing more than that!!!!!! Cant imagine too.

11. what would you say if F2 and M5 dated?
Vick and Jordan? Impossible!!!! If they ever dated, I will jump off the building. Mark my words!!!

12. what about F1 and M1?
Gz and Ame? No way!!!! If that happens.... *speechless, with jaws hanging open*

13. F4 and M4?
Ger and walker kor? Err. Highly impossible, cause they dont even know each other and they never even met before. But there's still a slight chance of them being together....

14. F5 and M3?
Ah Li and JJ? Not surprise at all, cause I always suspected that they were a couple only that they act as enemies. Mwahahahahaha!!!!!!!!

15. F3 and M2?
Jo and Ghee? Errr. I dont think so, cause ghee and jo are strangers with each other. Unless, I put them up on a date.... *evil thought*

!END!

Im being very kind by not tagging anyone to do the time consuming quiz.

2008-10-23T19:57:00.002+08:00

I have been waiting for this day!!
THE LONG AWAITED SCHOOL HOLS HAS FINALLY ARRIVED!
Lalala!!~~
School-ed from 7 to 10.
Then pon school for 2hrs with Ame, and Vick.
What we do will remain a secret.
Mwahahahaha!!
*evil laugh*
Went back to school at 12 plus to get our report books.
Haiz.
But Mr Tan say that our report books were not ready yet.
=.=
It's so unfair! Some had already gotton back their report books!
So poor me have to go back to school tomorrow at 11.
Stupid!!!!